Why Am I Alive?

Janitors closet

MIRABELLA'S P.O.V

Axel is hurt. My mate is hurt. My wolf is crying in pain. I was taken by my old pack. I thought I would never see them again. I wish that was true but alas no. I have been gone for days I think I have lost track of time.

I'm chained up in a cellar a.k.a my old room. It's not really a room technically it's a old janitors closet. I was never one to judge though because at least I had a place to sleep. I had a mattress, a rusty lamp and a box for my clothes. Now there is no light it's lit by candle light. It looks even creepier than before.

I feel so weak plus these chains are digging into my wrists making it look like I cut myself they also have me connected to this I.V filled with this heavy silver color.

It's not silver or I would be dead by now. No, they probably want to slowly torture me. They put a chemical that is slowing eating away my insides. It's poisoning me traveling through by blood system reaching every part of body.

I'm dying but I can only think of Axel the way he snores and snorts. How he can get his nose in a book and won't think of anything else even if I'm in his lap. How he carries me bridal style playing with my hair at the same time. The way he looks at my dreamily just staring into each other eyes. I miss him and I love him.

For the first time I have been here I cry no more like sob. I curl into a ball rocking myself and keep crying my body shaking with sadness. I don't even care that every time I move it hurts more. I can't feel the pain my body is numb.

I don't know how long I will survive with out seeing his face deep in a book or hearing his sexy morning voice.

I'm crying so hard that I don't even notice that the door creeps open a familiar tiny face poke his head in the door.

"I got the key. Lets go." The little boy said running up to me.

AXEL'S P.O.V

My mate is gone. I let her slip through my fingers. I didn't even put up a fight. My family is trying to cheer me up only my sister knows I found my mate.

They don't know about her. I regret not showing them her. Now I don't even know if they will ever meet her. I don't know if I will ever see her again. I don't know what they are doing to her is she locked up or is she living her life back there happily.

Happy! She is only that if she's by our side! My wolf yells in my head.

I know he is hurting more than me, if that's even possible. He lost his other half of his heart, of him. I'm surprised he is even talking he has been silent for the last three weeks since she was kidnapped. It's been three weeks of pain, crying, sleeps without her.

I miss her. I miss the way she snuggles into my chest when she sleeps. The way I can tell she Is dreaming about me when she says my name smiling. I miss the way she scrunches up her nose when she is thinking.

The way she looks at everything how the simplest thing is beautiful. I don't know how I can live without her. I need to get her back. If I don't I will die of a broken heart.

I would rather die knowing my mate is safe go find her Axel! I need her we need her. I can feel her wolf whimpering in pain. My wolf said whispering the last part.

I growl out loud my mother is startled I can hear her gasp.

"Axel, Sweetie what's wrong? You look pale are you sick? Do you need the pack doctor?" My mother asks her face painted with concern.

"No mother though I must go talk to my brother. My mate was kidnapped and I need to go get her." I say getting up.

" You found her! Oh honey! I'm so happy for you run Axel go save her I must meet my future daughter in law. Take both of your brothers."

Yes she said two brothers I'm known for only having one. Thought actually have two, my twin Alec was kidnapped when he was a baby to save his life they faked his death do rogues wouldn't come after them.

He has been in hiding ever since only the top families know he is alive. He shouldn't be going though this time is different I need all the back up I can get.

"Yes Mother. I'll be gone for a day. I will send a link if anything is wrong." I tell my mother before going to my room and start packing while I do that I mind link my brother the alpha.

I tell how we met and that she is my mate and that she was kidnapped by the Night Shift pack. He agrees he doesn't have a mate even though he is alpha.

He said he would do the same thing and we will leave in a couple hours and be there by dusk them set up camp.

I do a group mind link to all our pack soldiers and tell then the same thing I tell my brother. They all agree to come even though we only need half. My pack is the biggest in the United States. We only need half and we are still triple a ordinary pack of hundreds.

A couple hours later

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"It's all ready Delta Axel. We are all ready Sir." My brothers beta says.

My brother let me lead the pack tonight since we are looking for my mate.

"Good lets go. Does everyone have they camping gear?!" I yell to the crowd.

"YES DELTA!" They all scream.

With out we start out on our journey to the Night Shift pack and to my mate.