Why Am I Alive?

Upside down on the bed

So I decided to update cause I just finished the story I was reading and I'm bored. Not that I don't love you and I'm only doing this cause I'm bored. That's not it at all I swear. Oh crap I feel like I'm on trial! *british accent* Anyway on with the show without further ado!

AXEL'S P.O.V

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I have to do this.

This is the only way to save her.

I wish there was another way.

But there is not sooo.

So I put one foot in front of the other.

Let me just say for the record the were PISSED. If only I could feel the anger I can't really feel anything I'm numb that is all I feel.

I should be angry or sad or scared but no I have no emotions. Someone flipped that switch and I don't know how to flip it back.

The only think is about a girl and unfortunately it's not my mate. I don't why I'm thinking of her. Jordan, is happy for some reason and I want to know why because this is not the right time.

So instead of getting the douche, I go find her and ask her why with Ashton. I go in my sisters room and see her laying upside down on her bed with her phone In her hand and till she drops it and looks up and sniffs the air and looks up and says the one thing that explains everything about her moods. She wasn't happy her wolf was.

"Mate." Apparently my new step-Brother says. She has the classic family smirk written on her face and runs out the door and yells.

"Catch me Baby!"

"Axel I'm in your favorite place if he can't find me! Love you bro!" My sister mind links me through our sibling link.

Before Ashton runs out I tell him she is in the garden. She will never know right? Wrong, I accidentally left the link open letting her hear my thoughts. Crap!

"Thats right Axel.Tsk Tsk. What to do to you. Hmmmmm." My sister says.

I'm off track if must save my mate what have been doing she is dying. Crap I'm awful.

She is going to hate me after this.