late night insomniacs

what?

What is honestly the meaning of us the meaning of being here. What is it?

I woke in Harold's room getting up and heading to the bathroom naked. I look in the mirror and cringe a bit. "god I'm a mess." I look at the deep cuts and bites of what I can see in the mirror which I can only see from my upper hips up. Both of us being mas.s sex gets pretty messy with blood, rounds, brusing,ect. Jesus Christ it's pretty damn dangrous. I sigh and shut the bathroom door then turn on a nice hot shower. And hop in and wince at the sting of the open cuts with water "f-fuck..." I groan working threw it. Washing my hair body blah blah blah. I got out and dried off going to my room turning up my stero. I picked up what I could of my messy room then got clothes on. Really just some boxer briefs and a large t shirt I stole from Harold it being pink and acid dyed. I go downstairs the music blaring in the house. I cleaned down stairs and then made breakfast....at four in the afternoon..fuck. I ate a bit and sat in a spinning chair as I clicked on the TV and watched the news. A few moments went by Alexis has not returned from her school and I heard Harold get up and go to the bathroom he showered with the door open then came downstairs dripping wet with just boxer briefs on he moved next to me and gripped my hip hard and nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck "ow." I mumbled. He chuckled "have I ever told you how sexy you look in my shirts?~" I roll my eyes "Everytime cause at some point you try to fuck while I wear them.." a shiver went down my spine as he bit my neck hard breaking the skin again. I gripped his wrist sinking my nails into him "a-am I not allowed to enjoy my morn- I-i mean afternoon coffee without you trying to fuck me." Harold laughed and slid a hand down my breifs and grabbed the fuck out of my ass I yelped loud " ow." I groan my elbows on the counter shakeing a bit I turn my head and look at him and blush with a glare. "god you fucking suck." I say rolling my hips back onto his hand. "Oh I suck? God do be so rude..~" he trailed his other hand down my chest and onto my member "haro- FUCK." I was cut off by Harold grabing my junk hard as I buck my hips. "god damn it.." I pant heavily. "N-not now Alexis could be -ack f-uuck... Back any time n-now..." Harold smirked as he rolled his hand and moved his hand from my ass to fingering me the slight pain of it makeing me hard. My toes curling I leaned up a bit with a gasp moving with it digging my nails into my palms." Harold..." He growled a bit as he bit my shoulder "what babe?~" I groaned at the babe "I'm not your babe you fucking whore
.." Harold removed his hands and spun me around then grabed my face roughly "what did you call me fucker." He growled being serious his other hand gripping my thigh hard. I chuckled "whatcha gonna do slut?" He growled at my words. As he moved his hand down to my throat I knowing he's probably gonna beat the shit out of me. Honestly I dont care at this point as soon as he gripped I heard the front door click open. Alexis is home. It's six already? As she walked into the room she scoffed "really?" We both looked at her I with a blank face and Harold with a smirk and head tilt said in unison "what?"