Torn (Cameron Dallas and Shawn Mendes fan fiction)

"I love him so much" I say to my best friend Maddy. "Yea he is nice." He loves me for who I am too, he doesn't care that I'm ugly." Maddy stops walking and just looks at me. "Bridget you're beautiful." She says. I look down at myself In a little mirror Maddy holds up. I see myself. I have long light blond hair, dark blue eyes, light skin. "Should I go on?" Maddy asks. "Shut up!" I jokingly say to her. We both laugh. "Anyway there's my house" Maddy says. "See you tomorrow at school again." I say. "Bye!" She says. I suddenly get a call from the boy I love.

"Hey beauty!" Shawn says.

I laugh "Hey Shawn."

"Are you almost home?" Shawn asks me.

"Yea almost there" I say

"Alright bye Kitty love you"

"Bye" I laugh. I love when he calls me kitty.

I get one more call from Shawn.

"Sorry Bridgge I forgot to tell you that we are going out to dinner tonight." He says. I stop walking. Oh my gosh I think in my head. For about two years now I have a eating disorder. Shawn doesn't know and I want it to stay like that.

"Okay" I spit out "bye" And I hang up. Not even Maddy knows about my eating disorder. I start walking up the driveway to Shawn's house.

"He- hey Shawn" I say.

"Bridget what's wrong?!" He asks me as he runs up to me shirtless. Oh my gosh I love him.

"I don't feel good" I lie.

"Well maybe this will make you feel better... We are going to California!" He says.

"What?!" I yell!

"Yep we leave in three days!"

"Oh my gosh I can't wait!"