Back In XXX (Chris Brown Story)- SEQUEL

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Lol y'all are so spoiled! I had to add something instead of waiting until June., I'll just keep this up. This post isn't much, but I wanna keep you guys interested.         

          3 Months Later....

Its been a few months since I've seen or heard from Chris. I'm back with Trey and I've decided to let his incident slide and to never tell him mine. That same day that  I had an affair with Chris, he threatened to let Trey know that I was there, lying in his bed; he never did. He just didn't have it in him to ruin a "happy" home. He figured that I must've meant the world to Trey for him to go around house to house looking for me , especially another mans house. He never took back the things he said about me . He just told me that he never wanted to see me again and he didn't care if I ran off and married Tremaine. That day he told Trey that he hadn't heard from me and eventually Trey left Chris's door steps. Trey had gotten in contacted everyone and their mama that day looking for me.  Luckly I had just recently reconnected with my old friend Shanae, because I then had an alibi and I told him that I was sorry and that I was way too drunk to drive home. I knew he'd be more concerned about my safety more than anything .He was skeptical to believe my story, but was more so happy that I was ok. I've texted  Chris, he refuses to respond. Hell if I know he could of moved out of California. I don't see him at our local grocery stores, the gym nor our favorite hookah bars, not even the gas stations . He must've switched up his entire routine , just so he wouldn't see me again . Smh

Trey and I have been pretty good I guess. Its just weird that our relationship is a complete lie. I want to confess and tell Trey everything , because my conscious is killing me. He's my best friend . I feel horrible looking into his eyes telling him that I love him knowing that he thinks that I'm this perfect girlfriend and I'm not. I know that he has cheated as well. He has yet to tell me of his scandal, which is pretty scary. I'm not being a hypocrite because I'm going to tell him everything, but I wonder if he'll do the same. This conversation could either make or break our relationship. Although at this point my trust with him is gone, we'll just see how this plays out.

                   Trey

I think Chrissy is cheating. I'm honestly scared to know if she actually is or not. It will tear me apart if she is or has, because for some reason I think it's with that nigga Chris. People have told me that they seen Chrissy and that nigga together while I was in Georgia, she denies it. I had planned on telling Charisma today about my previous affair, When I said all I wanted is her, I meant it. In the same sentence, I've cheated again.  I don't know if I could ever be faithful, it's like women are always throwing themselves at me, and its hard to the brush them off. I think it's to see if I still got it because after I fuck , I'm over it . It's almost like an adrenaline rush . I get a woman to do whatever I want . Fuck her good and have her crawling back begging for more , just for me to say that I have a woman already . Which I do . I need to grow the fuck up . Temptation will either make or break me eventually. I really do love Charisma with all of my heart, that's why I've decided to confess everything to her today. I can't keep living like this, and letting her deal with a sorry ass nigga like me. I'm tired of hurting her. Last time I've cheated,  I didn't man up and tell her. I'm done with all of that lying shit, if I'm doing grown man shit I can be grown and tell her. When I think of telling her it relieves me a little because she has said before ; "Tremaine, if you mess up tell me, yea I'll be upset but I'll eventually get over it. If you lie to me, I'll never be able to trust you again."

I don't wanna lose her trust .

                   Chris

Fuck bitches, get money. After that incident with that bitch Charisma, I've moved on. I have forced  myself to forget about her. Its extremely hard, because she has my heart still, even after a few months of absolutely no communication. I changed ny number and I've been out in Miami lately, in my dad's old vacation spot. I couldn't stand running into Charisma,  while trying to forget about her. I'd see her pulling up at certain spots and I'd pull of . I don't know what would happen if we were to be face to face again . I've been putting all of my time and energy into singing and writing. My mom have always told me to do what I was born to do and that is being an entertainer. The Lord gave me a voice to be heard, since a child when I would sing in church. I've been expressing my feelings in the studio. It helps. I've really been putting my all into this music shit. I really believe that I can achieve this dream, I enjoy doing it, so why not implement something that I enjoy doing? I'm in the studio now and this is what I have so far, on the most recent song I've wrote :

" Got myself on speed dial, 9-1-1

I got a whole in my heart, one bullet and a gun

Belly full of pills, running out of time

Sitting here waiting, just to say goodbye to my love

Farewell, I'm gonna miss you

You'll always go back to the day when I said girl

[Outro:]

This is a love to remember

Yeah, this is a love to remember

Don't cry, don't cry

We'll meet again once upon a time

This is a love to remember

Yeah, this is a love to remember

Don't cry, don't cry

We'll meet again once upon a time"

"Yo, I'm out"

"Fasho Chris, you going out with us tonight or nahh?" Tyga, my homeboy asked.

"Nah, I'm about to head home and chill, I'm over that club scene for now. "

"Nigga,  you need to get out of the slumps and get out here and get your balls back. You haven't been the same since the situation with Chrissy. Its too many beautiful women out here fo--."

"Nigga ain't you wth her girl Leigha still?"

"Yea, but I'm just saying, nigga you out in Miami SINGLE,  what man don't want that?!"

"Yea, you're right but.  I'll see my nigga, I'll holla" I said doing our handshake.

"Fasho Breezy, 1"

I headed home and tried recapping what Tyga was saying. I began looking around and actually noticing how beautiful the women are in Miami. I think I might take advantage of the scenery.

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♥ Marsha.