The boy I Thought I Knew(ON HOLD)

Chapter 8

"Kade why are you acting so weird?"

"I just did some thinking over the weekend and realized something."

"And what might that be?"

"Maybe this will answer your question"

Then I felt his lips on mine.

What is going on? Kade, the straightest boy I know, is kissing me?! I didn't know what to do so I just sat there, stiff as a board, for a moment then I pushed away and got of his lap. My mind was swarming, I had no idea what was going on.

"Kade what the f-" I started before he cut me off.

"Xayvier, the reason I had ran away from you this weekend is because I was trying to run from my own feelings. You pretending to like me scared me because I knew I liked you and the feeling wasn't mutual, but I saw you get beat up and realized that maybe I should just tell you and see how you react." Kade told me. I couldn't meet his eyes, this was all so confusing and I didn't know what to feel about all of it.

I've never really labeled myself because I've always seen love as love and I've only ever liked girls, I've never really thought about being with a boy.

"Kade," I paused, I had to say this right,"I don't really know what to say, this is really confusing to me."

"I know and I'm sorry, I just thought I should probably tell you." Kade said, I could clearly see the worry in his eyes, he was afraid I would reject him.

"Kade I, um, I don't really know how to go on from here but this changes things." I say slowly.

"Xay, trust me I know, but I just had to get my feelings out there." Kade sighed,"Can I kiss you again?" That statement threw me off guard a little bit, but he looked so broken and sad right now that I just gave in.

"Does this answer your question." I mocked before leaning in and giving him a light kiss on the lips, there was a little electric tingle when our lips touched.

"Yes it certainly does." Kade blushed,"Does this mean that you have some sort of feelings for me?" He asked hopeful.

I thought about that for a second, I had a little feeling in my stomach. I didn't know where my feelings stood.

"I don't know Kade." I sighed, this was a lot to drop on me.

"Then let me take you on a date and we can see where it goes, is that alright Xay?" Kade asked.

"Well I don't see why not I guess, where and what do you have in mind?" I told him.

"Well it's gonna be this coming weekend and the rest will be a surprise Xay." He smirked at me.

"God, Melanie is gonna freak. All her fantasies are coming true." I chuckled, she was going to love this.

"Yeah that will be funny, I wonder what Grant will say?" Kade said rubbing the back of his neck nervously.

That is a thought, I wonder what Grant would think? He probably just wants me to be happy, I bet he'll be fine with it. Besides, I don't even know if I like Kade like that or if it's just my curiosity.

"I don't know, but know I'm tired so I'm going to sleep." I yawned.

"Can I hold you while we sleep Xay?" Kade asked,"Just in case you get nightmares." He added, wow nice save.

"Sure you're a comfy pillow." I told him, I the crawled over to him and layed my head on his chest. He wraps his arms around me and I fell asleep feeling comfort in his grasp.