Chapter Twenty Nine

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I try to open my eyes but I can't and my whole body hurts like hell. I can't really move I just lay here in the floor in the studio. I hear knocks on the door and worried calls. How long am I laying here on the floor? I feel hot. I literally crawled and dragged my self across the floor towards the wall resting my back on it. I brought my knees up to my chest gently and rest my head on it. My head is pounding. Louder calls are coming from outside but I didn't have the energy to walk towards the door and open it. I also didn't have the energy to speak so I just stayed quiet and let them know what to do.

Carson's P.O.V

"Here's the key" I said and they stepped aside for me to open the door. Carter's been in the studio for 6 hours now and it'a been quiet in there. I knob clicked so I opened the door to find Carter sat against the wall with her head on her knees. I walked towards her mam and dad following behind me. Mam kneeled infront of her stroking her hair.

"Babe?" She said softly. Carter slowly lift her head making mam gasp. Carter has blood going down her nose fast it's like it won't stop.

"Oh my god" Mam gasp. Dad ran outside and went back with a towel as I called an ambulance.

"Here press it with this" He said covering her nose with the towel. But it just won't stop, it's pouring from her nose. and she gets weaker and weaker. Mam had tears in her eyes. I went to her bedroom and grabbed her phone and a jacket and grabbed mam a jacket too and went back to the studio. The towel Carter ia holding is full of blood now. I bent down to her level and put the jacket on her. I gave mam her jacket and I lifted Carter up carrying her and going downstairs. We see lights outside so the ambulance is here. When I opened the door flashes of cameras and gasps are all I can see. I held Carter closer. I don't care about the blood all I care is for Carter to be on that ambulance so we can get yo the hospital luckily the guards are here to guide us. As we walked through the crowd questions are fired to us but all I really want is for her to be okay. We finally made it and got her in. My shirt has blood all over it.

"Only one should go with her" Said one paramedics. I turned around and looked at mam but she's not looking at me.

"Carson, you go. We'll follow behind" I nodded and got in the ambulance.

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We're here in Carter's room. She's already asleep. Mam calmed down and now is asleep on dad's shoulder. If Carter's awake she would've love this. Earlier is the scariest that's ever happened to me. I didn't know what to do. But I'm more worried about Carter. When she hugged me earlier, I felt scared. How can she cope with this? She's too young, now the whole world knows. What will it be like for her. I was cut off with my thoughts when the doctor came in. I looked at dad who's waking up mam. I looked up the doctor and raised my eyebrows at him.

"She had a posterior nosebleed so we need to do some things to stop the bleeding but..." He looks at us sadly. Mam and dad walked over to us.

"But what?" Dad asked. He let out a sigh and looked at his clipboard.

"We did some test earlier... and we found that the cancer cells have spread to her spinal fluid... It is spreading faster" He said. I don't know what to say. I looked at mam who's hugging dad. My head is everywhere. I glanced at Carson who is still sleeping peacefully.

"How much longer?" I said but it came out as a whisper but the doctor heard it. He sighed and looked at us sadly.

"I suggest she do things she really want to do" He said sadly. I just stared at him. " That's all, I'll just go and leave you all alone." And with that he walked out. I turned to Carter who is falling asleep and held her hand.

"I know this is too soon but...Baby sister please don't give up" I told her letting out the tears that were daring to come out since the doctor was here. I was being strong for her but I don't know if It's enough cause I'm getting scared too for her and also I'm scared of losing my own sister. Dad and mam walked over to us and hugged me giving me comfort.

"I don't want to lose her mam" She hugged me tighter and planted a kiss on top of my head.

"Me too babe, me too" She said softly.

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Carter's P.O.V.

It's the middle of the night and the room is dark. Carson's beside me sleeping her head on the side of the bed. They thought I was asleep earlier, but I'm not and I heard everything. What the doctor had said and Carson's plea. I knew Carson is just bieng strong for me and sometimes I'm catching him in his weakest time. I will sometimes hear him crying in the middle of the night in his room. I will sometimes catch him staring into space and sometimes he is low on energy. I did all that things to hom. I kinda feel guilty he's always worrying about me and I feel that he doesn't have enough time for himself. He is really the best big brother ever. When he asked me to don't give up earlier, a tear fell down my eye. It melt my heart. I turned my head towards Carson and smiled. Maybe the whole world knows about my sickness but Carson promised to protect me and let nothing happen to me and my big brother doesn't break his promises.

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