Colby Brock Imagines

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I just don't want to talk about this *Tigger warning. Very*
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My parents abused me

My best friend killed herself

I'm constantly bullied

I starve myself

I cut

I cry myself to sleep every night

I hate myself

No one loves me

I want to die.

How much fake smiles and long sleeves can hide is a lot. Even my friends don't notice how I really am. I only have two. Sam and Colby. I mean I had three but....

"(Y/n)?" Colby shook me "w-what?" I snapped back out of my thoughts. "W-why are you crying?" He asked. "N-nothing" I didn't even realize that I was crying. "(Y/n) you can tell me" he said. "No, I'm fine" I said Trying to walk away. "Wait" he grabbed my wrist. "Ow fuck" I said. "(Y/n)" he looked at me. I just ran. "(Y/n) wait!" He yelled after me. "(Y/n)?" I ran by Sam. I ran down the stairs out the doors and behind the school. I stopped for a little to catch my breath I slid my back down the wall and sat. I couldn't help but cry. One of my best friends Colby just found out, he's gonna tell Sam. Fuck. "Im so fucking stupid" I cried into my knees.  "No you're not" I jumped and looked up. "L-leave me alone" I said. "We just want to talk. Colby told me..." Sam said. I looked at Colby then back down. "Y-you guys weren't supposed to know" I looked down. "(Y/n) why didn't you tell us? We can help you" Colby said. "No one can help me!" "Don't say that" Sam said. "No one can help a suicidal girl, how cuts and starves herself" I admit to the almost all of it. "Oh my god" Colby said. "(Y/n) there is help, we can help you" Sam sat next to me. "There's nothing that you can help me with" I said. "Yes there is (y/n)" Colby sat on the other side of me. "Like what? You can't stop my parents from hatting me, you can't stop me from being forever alone, you cant-" "Don't say that" Colby said. "what else do you want me to say?! Lie to myself like I've done to you guys?" "(Y/n) calm down please" Sam hugged me. "No" I cried. "Don't cry please" Colby joined the hug. *Time skip a little* Sam had to leave but Colby stayed and we were talking. "how bad are they?" Colby asked. I didn't want to show them. But. "On a scale of one to ten... 100..." I said. "Really?..." Colby said. "I-im sorry..." I started to cry again. "Please don't cry again" He hugged me. "I can't help it. I cry myself to sleep every night, it's normal.." I cried into his chest. He hugged me tighter. "(Y/n) listen to me please" he whiped my tears. I looked at him. "You are one of my best friends. I don't know what I would do without you and sam. We already lost (f/n)...we don't need to lose you. Please, I love you I don't need to lose you" a tear rolled down his cheek. "L-love?" I blushed. He nodded. "N-no... Stop lying" "I'm not lying i-" "you're just saying that so that I won't fucking kill myself!" I yelled. "(Y/n) no I really do!" "Whatever" I started walking away. "Please" he grabbed my hand. "No" I cried. "Please, would I lie to you?" He made me look at him. "N-no..." I Blushed looking in his eyes. "I really do love you" he rubbed his thumb on my cheek. "Why?" "Because, you're one of my best friends, I know everything about you, you're beautiful" he blushed. "Colby... I just don't believe this..." "Believe it please" he leaned down and kissed me softly. My eyes widened and tears ran down my face and kissed back a little. We pulled away I blushed covering my mouth. "Believe it now?" He smiled. "I-i need to go.." I ran. "(Y/n) no please" he said.

Colby's p.o.v

She ran into the woods. I ran after her. "(Y/n) please" I yelled. I knew where she was going, to the old bridge. I finally caught up to her and hugged her. "Let me go!" She yelled and struggled. "No listen to me please" I kept my arms wrapped around her wait. Tight. "I just want to go!" She cried. "Why? I don't need you to leave me already" I made her look at me. Tears were running down my cheeks. "You don't love me" she cried into my chest. "I do" I said. "I would never lie about that" I hugged her tightly. "I love you too... But this isn't right" "why?" I asked. "Y-you can't love me. I'm forever alone, you can't love me-" I cut her off with a kiss. "Please. I don't know what I would do without you, I need you" I hugged her tightly. She hugged me back.

~Pt. 2 later...

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