Colby Brock Imagines

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*trigger warning*
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C: Are you okay?

What's this? Oh wow you finally ask me now. It's been over a month Cole, I've been nothing but fucking miserable since he dumped me... Now he asks. Now out of all the times he could have asked. You know everything is just fucking peachy for me. Literally crying like everyday remembering everything we've done together, thinking about the times we were inseparable... How you never wanted to let go when you hugged me.. I sniffled wiping my tears away. I don't know if I want to answer him or not.. He knows I still love him...he knows I'm not okay. What's the point of asking? I put my phone down and put my face in my hands my makeups fucked, there's no point in trying to save it. I couldn't help but cry. What else can I do? I just want to tell him that I fucking miss him so much... I miss staring into his stunning blue eyes, stealing his hoodies, holding his hand... I miss the way he would kiss me.. Our lips fit perfectly like they were made for each other... I've never been so caught up on a guy.. He ment every thing to me...my longest relationship ever ended, sent me into another awful depression, suicide constantly in the back of my mind again... What's the point of even trying anymore?.. It's pointless, he's happy without me.. I'll never find someone like him ever again. Fuck what am I doing?

Y: No.

I got up, went to my desk, opened a drawer and pulled out a little box. Hi old friend... I looked at the box tears streaming down my face.. It's time... I can't hold this back any longer... I opened it and my stomach dropped. I'm going to do this. I can't do it any longer. I looked back hearing my phone go off. I put the box down and looked at his message.

C: I'm sorry... Do you want to talk about it?..

Y: There's nothing to talk about Colby.

C: (y/n) listen I still really care about you, I want to know if you're okay or not

Y: what do you think? I've been miserable since you dumped me... I'm just fine.

C: I'm really sorry..(y/n) please don't do anything to yourself... I know you've been crying and I'm really worried about you

Y: Why do you even care?.. You've been perfectly fine without me. Why are you asking now?..

C: (y/n) I miss you

Y: I miss you too

C: I love you

Y: Then why'd you break up with me?..

C: I'm really sorry.. I just wasn't in the best mental state. Being in a relationship made me really happy but I really wasn't happy with anything.. my grades were shit which made my parents push me and they told me I needed to focus on myself for a while.

Y: Why didn't you tell me then?

Y: I thought I did something...

Y: And why are you now telling me this?... I've been an emotional wreck since you broke up with me

C: (y/n) please just let me explain in person, I need to fix my mistake

Y: Okay..

C: Meet me at our tree?

Y: Okay

This can't be happening... I never thought we would possibly have a chance of getting back together amd now it might happen... Jesus fuck and I was about to cut. Wow I'm so Fucking stupid. Wait shit, I can't have him see me like this. I got up and went to the bathroom to wipe off my makeup. I guess I don't really have time to do my makeup all over. Shit, I put on my black zip up hoodie, put the hood up, grabed my phone, put on my shoes and walked out and great it's going to rain. *time skip*

I teared up when I got to the park. There he was sitting down by the stump of the tree with his head down. Shit I can't start crying already. I wiped my eyes and walked up to him. He looked up when I was walking and he got up. "H-hi" he said. "Hi..." Shit the waterworks are coming. "(Y/n) I'm sorry... I love you" he took my hands. "I love you too.." I teared up. "Will you take me back?" "Yes" I said and I instantly started crying as he pulled me into a hug. I hugged him back and cried in his chest. "You're gonna make me cry.." He rubbed my back. "I missed you.." I said. "I know.. I missed you too" he just held me. We stood there for what felt like forever then I jumped a little hearing thunder in the distance. "We should get going" he said. "Y-yeah.." I said. He looked down at me and smiled. "This time I won't let you go, I promise" he leaned down and kissed me softly. I grabed his face gently and kissed him back. "I love you" I said pulling away. "I love you too" he took my hand and we walked off. I couldn't help but smile. I can't believe it. I was thinking he'd move on from me for someone better but no he still wanted me as much as I wanted him. "Do you want to go back to my place?" He asked. "Yeah" I said. I missed his dogs too. *time skip*

When we got to his house we went up to his room. He put on a movie and we just cuddled, just like old times. "I missed this" I said. "I did too" he kissed my head. I smiled looking up at him, he smiled and brushed a piece of hair behind my ear and kissed me. "You're beautiful" "Thanks.." I blushed laying my bead back on his chest. "Sam's going to be so happy when he finds out we're back together" "yeah he will be" I chuckled. "Everyone will be" I said. "They really will, I missed our tripple dates with Sam, Kat, Corey and Devyn" he said. "I did too" I smiled. "They-" he was cut off my by phone ringing. "Sorry" I said pulling it out of my pocket. It's Danny. Oh god I totally forgot he wanted to hang out. "Hello?" I asked. "Uh hey, I'm guessing you forgot?.." He sounded disappointed. "I'm sorry, stuff came up and I totally forgot to tell you" I said. Colby looked confused. "No it's fine, I just thought you didn't want to hang out" "No I did, I'm sorry but I gotta go" I said. "Oh okay.. Well text me when you're not busy" he said. "I will, okay bye" "bye" he said and hung up. "Who was that?" Colby asked. "It was Danny.." I said. "I get it.. You had something with him didn't you?" He asked. "No. He just wanted to hang out but then you texted me and I totally forgot about him" "Good" "why would you think there was something between him and I?" "Well at school you guys are like always together" "He's my friend" "And that's all he's ever going to be to you" he said. Since when was he this overprotective? "You don't have to worry about him, you know I'll choose you over anyone" "I know that.. But still" he said. "I don't remember you being so jealous" I said. "I didn't realized realize I was until you were only hanging out with him" "Trust me Colby. He's only my friend, I see him more as my brother than anything" "Good because you're mine again and that's how it's staying. I'm not letting you go again baby" "Okay" I smiled. I kinda like this side it him. *time skip again*

After a few hours I didn't want to go home. I wish it was Friday so I could stay the night but tomorrow is. I guess it's not that bad but still I have to go home eventually. "Colby" I giggled as he kissed my cheek over and over again. "I need to make up for lost time" he said and kissed me. I smiled kissing him back, I was about to pull away when he bit my bottom lip. I felt my face heat up as he slipped his tongue in my mouth. It's not really the first time we made out but I'm just awkward. I just went with if but pulled away seconds later looking down knowing that my face would be really red. "Awe baby" he chuckled lifting my chin. "Stop" I chuckled a little turning my head. "No, you're adorable" he smiled. "Thanks" I covered my face a little and rolled off him. "No come back" he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. "I love you" he said in my ear and nuzzled his face into my neck. I blushed and pated his head. "I love you too"

~Taylor signing off 👻