Colby Brock Imagines

Sad blue haired boi

*trigger warning*

Colby's been acting weird.. I'm getting really worried. He doesn't really want to hang out and I'm scared, I don't want this relationship to end but I'm starting to think it is.. I shouldn't but I just do. I can tell by his messages that somethings wrong but he won't tell me. I really trust him but if he doesn't even want to see me it makes me feel like he's cheating on me... I shouldn't think this way I know but I don't know why else he's this distant...

Y: Hey... Haven't seen you in awhile.. Are you okay? Be honest Colbs please

C: no I'm not.. I'm sorry I know I've been really distant lately I just.. I don't know how to say it. But I really need to see you baby

Y: okay.. On my way

C: No I need to get out for a little, I'm on my way

Y: Okay

C: I love you, I'm so sorry I've been out of it

Y: I love you too, don't be sorry it just happens

C: yeah... See you soon

*time skip*

I got up and opened the door. There he was, he pulled me into a tight hug. "I missed you so much.." I could tell he was about to cry. Now I'm gonna cry..."I missed you too.." I hugged him back tightly. I didn't want to let him go, I missed his warmth... His scent.. His everything. "I'm so sorry.." He said. "I-its okay" I said. "No it's not (y/n).. I haven't left my apartment, it's been over a week since I've seen you, I had to force myself to come here.." "Colby it's okay.. I get that way too" I said looking up at him. "(Y-y/n) I tried to kill myself..." His voice cracked. "What?.." My heart just fucking broke he did not just say that.. "I'm sorry" he cried hugging me tighter. "Oh my god.." I cried hugging him back. I can't believe it... *time skip again*

After awhile he finally told me what happend. "For awhile I've just been out of it... I didn't want to do anything, I didn't even want to see you which made everything worse.. I-I wanted a break I didn't want to bring you into this..." He took my hand. "I-I didn't know what to do.. Everything has been shit, I felt like I'm going nowhere and I didn't want to do this anymore.. I thought it would be better if I took my life.. I wrote a note, tied a nuse... Then I realized what I was about to do.. I wouldn't be able to see you or Sam, or anyone ever again.. I broke down... I've never been that close to suicide and I never thought I would be.." He started to tear up. "Please don't cry again.." I wiped his tears away. "How can I not?.. I-i-" I kissed him quickly to shut him up for a second. "Hey listen to me please...you're still here and that's all that matters.. You're strong, even at your lowest you know that we all love and care about you. You need to tell me these things Colby.. I don't want to lose you.." Wow I'm a hipacrit because I'm crying again. "I.. I just didn't know how to tell you baby... No one wants to hear that their boyfriend just tried to kill himself...I don't know if I should tell Sam and the guys about this.." He sniffled pulling me into his lap and putting hisbhead on my chest. (Natural pillowssss) "I'm so sorry I almost left you baby..." He wrapped his arms around my waist tightly. "Just please don't.." I wrapped my arms around his neck. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you.. I'm sorry I haven't seen you in so long... I'm sorry that you had to see me like this.. I'm just sorry for everything...I'm so-" I brought his head up gently and put his face in my hands. His eyes were red from crying.. I don't like seeing him this way I hate it. I rubbed his cheek with my thumb gently. I saw a small smile on my face as he put his hand on mine. "(Y/n) I love you so much.. It hurt so badly not wanting to see you. I wanted to trust me I did.. I thought about how you'd be better off without me.. I don't know the person I've been for the past week or so. I hope he never comes back, I know where I need to be and that's right here with you because you're my beautiful girlfriend who can help me through anything. How did I manage to find someone like you?.." He smiled taking my hand. "I ask the same thing when I realize that you Colby Brock is my amazing blue haired boyfriend" I smiled and messed with his hair a little. "I love you Colby" I kissed his cheek. "I love you too (y/n)" he smiled and kissed me. I smiled kissing him back wrapping my arms around his neck as he pulled me closer. *time skip*

I'm so happy that he's still here, if he went through with it I wouldn't know what to do... Honestly if I lost him I'd lose it. He's my best friend, I can't thank him enough for everything he's done for me. He showed me that someone could love me with all my imperfections and insecurities. He taught me how to love myself, years ago I hated myself and even though I still do sometimes he always tells me that I'm beautiful. He's not like the other guys, he loves me for me and that's the best thing I could ask for in a relationship. He trusts me, he always knows how to cheer me up, I love that he's overprotective and denys it, I love that he puts up with my weirdness, he always sits down with me and watches cartoons with me yes I'm a child still but he is too so it works perfectly. I can go on forever with how much I love him.

~Taylor signing off 👻