Colby Brock Imagines

Save me Pt.2

I just want to say I'm sorry for this, I'm a sad fuck. And I feel like I always make everything sad so I'm just sorry for that.
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*trigger warning*

"God damnit Jake don't break anything this time" Sam said coming back inside with Jake and Corey. "Guys this is (y/n), Sr. Man bun is Corey and the stupid one is Jake" Colby said. "Wow thanks brotha" Jake said obviously being sarcastic making me chuckle a little. "You're welcome brotha" Colby smiled. *okay let's get depressing shall we. Wow why am I like this? XD help please. Time skip*

As soon as we went to my room my closet door slammed Shut. And she's pissed now great. "Fuck that" Corey said. "Oh come on man, you say that every time something happens" Colby said. "Yeah but this is different then the other places we've been to" he said. "True but still, we actually have a reason to be doing this other than just us wanting to be stupid" he said. "Yeah Corey, look at her she needs our help" Sam said. I looked down for a little as they talked. "You guys are lucky I'm not a dick" Corey said. "What do you mean? You are" Jake chuckled. "Shut up" Corey laughed. I just kept quiet and looked back down again.

Colby's p.o.v

"Righ- (y/n)?" I asked looking over at her realizing her head was down. "(Y/n)?" I asked again. "Oh fuck" Corey said. "Is she okay?" Jake asked. "I don't know, (y/n)?" I shook her a little and nothing. "Guys I don't like this" Sam said. "Do we just move her Or?.." I asked. Her (e/c) eyes looked dead, It's scaring me and I know she's not just doing this to fuck with us. "I mean I guess we could, but-" Sam stopped as (y/n) came back from whatever that was. "I-I'll be back.. I have a headache" she said and went downstairs. "What the fuck was that?" Corey asked. "No fucking clue. I'll be back" I said following her. "Hey (y/n)?" I asked. "Yeah?.." She asked. "What was that earlier?" I asked. "Oh.. That?... It was nothing really" she said. "Tell me please" "That happens a lot" she sighed. "It's just like I just forget about everything going on and she like takes over my mind.." She said. "I'm sorry" I said. "It's fine.. I just need something for my head" she said opening a cabinet. "I'm still sorry" I said.

(Y/n)s p.o.v

"There's nothing for you to be sorry for.." "I do (y/n) and I'm not just saying it. I really wish we met sooner because we could have helped you a long time ago and you wouldn't have to do things to yourself just for her.." He said. I looked over at him for a second our eyes meeting... I just looked down and sighed. "I do too.." I said. "(Y/n). Be Honest with me. Is she the only reason why you hurt yourself?" He asked. Tears started building up as I looked down again. "No..." I said. "Why?" He asked putting his hand on my shoulder. "I-I just hate myself.." I sighed wiping a tear away. "Why?" "What do you think?" I kinda broke down. I've never really told anyone this. Who was I suppose to tell? "Hey no, don't cry please. Come here" he pulled me into a hug. I tenced up a little. This is the first hug I've had in such a long time.. "Let it out" he said rubbing my back slowly. I nuzzled my face into his chest and cried. *time skip*

Crying didn't help my head at all. Also great job I literally made myself look like a fucking crybaby in front of them... In front of Colby.. Okay how am I not suppose to have feelings for him already? Him and Sam have been the best thing that's happened to me ever. No other guys have ever been this nice to me... Then again they're just being nice I guess... Colby out of everyone won't like me. Like look at me. I'm fat and ugly, why am I like this? I came all fucked up, I deserve having her follow me and ruin my life more and more everyday. I was about to start crying again when the guys came back from Saging my whole house. "That should do something" Jake said. "Yeah that's why we did it" Corey said. "Hey what's wrong?" Colby asked sitting down next to me. "Nothing.. Just thinking" I said. "Uh guys, I hate to leave but Kat just told me she needed me. It's an emergency, sorry I really have to go" Sam said. "Who's Kat?" I asked. "His boo" Jake said. "Ohh" I said. "Yeah I'm really sorry (y/n) we can do something else tomorrow" Sam grabbed his bag. "It's okay, really" I said. "Okay, well bye guys" He said and left. "You guys don't have to stay.." I said. "We want too" Colby said. *smol time skip*

After Sam left, Corey and Jake did like a half an hour later which just left Colby. We've been talking for awhile now. Not just about this, about ourselves and things like that and we got on the topic of couples somehow... "I've never had a boyfriend.." I said. "What? Really?" He asked. "No one wanted to talk to me... So I never a chance to like talk to any guys.. " I said. "I'm sorry.." He said. "Don't be.. I'm just ugly anyway" I said. "No you're not" he said. "You're just saying that.." I blushed playing with my sleeve. "No I'm not" he said putting his hand on my thigh. I winced as he put his hand directly on a bunch of fresh cuts on my thigh. "Shit I'm so sorry, I didn't-" "Don't be sorry.. It's fine.." "Are they bad?.." He asked. "I mean.. I guess they aren't the worse.." "Show me" he said. "I-I can't..." "Please" he put his hand on my thigh gently. "I guess.." I said.

Colby's p.o.v

I'm just curious I guess. I just hope It's not as bad as She's saying. Like no one should do this to themselves, and out of all the people it's her who does. I need to be careful with her, She's broken... I want to fix her. Show her the love a perfect girl should always have. I'm getting ahead of myself. I just can't help it, She's fucking gorgeous and everyone's blind and hasn't been able to see it. I think what she can do is cool, not the whole thing with this lady though. "Well this isn't going to be awkward at all..." She said standing up. "Not if we make it awkward" I said. "I guess.." She said. "Fuck.. Okay whatever.." She said and pulled her pants down a little and showed me. I covered my mouth just staring. Oh my fucking god no. I literally want to cry now. There's just a bunch over scars on top of scars and then the new ones. "(Y/n) oh my god.." I managed to get out. "I know... I'm sorry" she said and pulled her pants back up. "Are there more?.." I asked. "Yeah.." She said. "Where?" "My arm and my stomach.." *okay wow why am I doing this to myself. Time skip*

(Y/n)s p.o.v

Colby was about to leave till he told me to give him my phone. "Text me if you need anything. Please" he said handing my phone back. "I will" I took it back. "Also throw it away" he said. "What?" I asked. "You know. I want you to throw it away. Now please" he said. Oh... That. "O-okay" I said and wwnt upstairs. He followed me to my room and I took my razor from it's hiding spot and we went to the bathroom and flushed it. I felt like everything left and I feel somewhat better about myself. "There" I said. "Good job" he smiled. "Well I better get going" he added. "Yeah, well see you tomorrow" I said. "Yeah, are you gonna walk with us in the morning?" "Sure" I smiled. "Okay, cool" he said. There was a little awkward silence as we went downstairs to the front door. "See ya" we hugged quickly and walked out the door. I was about to close the door when he stopped me. "Wait I forgot something" he said. "Oh, sorry" I opened the door back up. "Don't be" he chuckled and kissed me on the cheek. I felt my face heat up. That didn't really happen did it?.. "There" he smiled. "See ya" he chuckled walking back out. "Y-yeah.. Bye" I kinda just stood there taking in what just happened. Wow. I closed the door and put my hand on my cheek and smiled. Today was a great day. I haven't heard or saw anything since the guys were here. Maybe they did do something... God I hope so. I went upstairs to my room and sat on my bed expecting my closet door to open but nothing. Is it finally over?...

~Pt.3?

Taylor signing off 👻