13 Reasons why (Niall Horan story) Ziall And Niam

Chapter Two

Chapter, Two

Welcome to tape two, I bet you're wondering who's next, could it be you? Well, you can all relax but you Hermione, this is for you.

What could Hermione do to end up on these tapes I wonder

My phone beeped almost like it was telling me I had a text

Liam: thanks for dinner boo, sleep well

As soon as I see the text I smiled trust him to be cute and text me. I noticed it had gone quiet downstairs and there was indoor talking going on meaning mum and dad had finally stopped fighting but instead of going down I carried on listening.

I wonder how many of you are wondering what could have Hermione done but it was what she didn't do, to be honest.

You see something happened to Sia and me which will be on the voice tapes, later on, any way you were there watching no you didn't say anything or try to stop it at all.

What could Sia do to make him and Hermione fight because they were such good friends and wouldn't let no one get in there way

I thought I could trust you, I guess I was wrong. I knew you trusted me because you told me about your gay days, about you being lesbian and also about Luke blackmailing you so I told Liam because he was currently going out with Luke.

Liam explained that he was going to speak to Luke and he did.

I always helped you so why couldn't you helped me when I needed you, is it because we had an argument that same night and you thought to sod him, I'm not helping him but I'll watch it and witness it.

The next day you came up to me at school and told me that I deserved what happened to me so I did what was right and slapped you straight around the face which did get me told off but who cares.

If you're wondering what we were fighting about it was Niall because you were saying how great Niall would be for Liam but I didn't think so because he's forever disappearing, he's always with the bad boy group as you and me called them because it had Niall, Ashton, Styles (when he's not with Lydia ), Harry, Louis and Scott, and he was very secretive as well always wearing long sleeves part from in summer where he was made to wear short sleeve but even then he wore bracelets.

I still wear my bracelets and yeah that's what we call ourselves​ as well Zee but Liam joined us as well and I kept disappearing because of the shit I had done.

"Zayn, I think you're being overprotective. Liam and Niall will suit each other a lot" you told me

He was way overprotective of Liam

"No they won't because there's something​ about Niall, I don't like," I told you, which made you roll your eyes at me

He really liked me when we were young

"Gosh, can't you give Niall chances to show Liam and you he's good for him" you replied

"No, because he's not going to be good for Liam" I replied before disappearing

I knew he didn't think I was good enough (neither did I)

I guess you were right in that why though Hermione because they are good together and suit each other really well

I'm glad he finally accepted me back again

I'm sorry that you thought I'll be okay at least you don't have to worry about me hey?

No, you left her to panic over me now. I looked over at my phone which read 11 pm

'I should have taken my tablets after dinner before Liam left because now I can't sleep stupid insomnia.

What should I do? I thought to myself before settling with watching old videos.

It was 6 am when I decided to get up and shower.

Once I was finished in the shower, I got dressed and then went downstairs to where mum and dad were both making breakfasts

"Morning son, are you hungry," mum asked as I looked at the time 8:30

"Sorry mum, but Liam should be here in a minute," I told mum before grabbing my bag and going outside where Liam was stood by his car

"Niall you forgot your meds," mum said as she came rushing out the door

"Mum," I said as I rushed back to her, grabbing my tablets and water, swallowing the tablets quickly.

"Thanks, mum, see you after school" I replied before going down the steps of my House to a very confused Liam

"I thought you only take tablets at night," Liam asked

"It's a new trail my doctor started me on because of my anxiety and crap like that," I told him as he nodded

"Get in the car," Liam told me as he grabbed his phone

"Okay, why you got your phone out though," I asked as I climbed into his red, leather car

"Just texting someone, anyway what do you have today," Liam asked as he sent a text

"Double art, maths, English and French," I told him before I leaned forward a bit, feeling light-headed

"Seems like a good day-boo" He replied before climbing into the car and starting the engine and then we went speeding to school while I kept trying to stay conscious.

As soon as we reached school, Liam opened my door and that's when he noticed how I looked

"Baby, are you okay," Liam asked me as he bent down while the others came walking over to us

"I feel really lightheaded" I replied as I noticed my breath speeding up like I was running and I couldn't catch my breath. I know this feeling. I was having a panic attack.

"Is it those tablets?" Liam asked as I shook my head

"Panic attack" I breathlessly told him as the others came behind Liam

"Shit, he doesn't look good at all" Louis told us

"No, shit Sherlock" Liam replied before turning back to me

"Right I want you to focus on your breathing so copy me, in for 5 and out for 3," Liam told me as he calmed me which took at least five minutes and we were at least late to the first lesson but once Mrs saw how I looked she let us all off.

"Niall, why did you run away yesterday," Louis asked as we left class for break

"I needed time to think,", I told Louis

"Yeah but we all know what happens When you think don't we mate" Louis replied

"Nothing happened" I lied and even Louis knew I lied

"Don't lie Niall" Louis replied

"We all know that you've done it again and that you're on new meds" Louis replied before Liam came up to me with the others

"You alright now baby" Liam asked I nodded before hugging him

"You are still in my bad books mister" Liam replied but hugged me back

"I'm sorry I'm trying to stop,", I told them as they all nodded

"Please call us and speak to us,", Ashton told me, knowing how taking medication is.​

Once school was over, Liam and I walked hand in hand out to his car

"How come you had a panic attack," Liam asked as we climbed into his car

"I'm not sure, could it be my medication,", I said almost asking myself

"We'll check it when we go to your house" Liam replied before starting the engine.