Stunde Null || BTS Jungkook FanFiction [I will find you Sequel]

Chapter 52

Jimin's POV

"You're indeed a liar!"

The female voice echoed through the room and I knew exactly who that belonged to.

I spent a whole night with her, how could I not know?

Before I turned around to face her there were plenty of sceneries flashing by my eyes.

I raised both my hands, one hand still holding the key of the information room and faced the woman who I betrayed. The woman who loved me.

"Who are you?" she asked angrily.

My eyes showed a sad expression. I tried to calm her down. "Minah, put the gun down. I can explain everything to you."

She shook her head and cried bitterly. "You lied to me. Both you and Jungkook! You are nearing me only because of information! Why? Why are you doing this to me?"

She knew. She knew everything. Even that Jungkook was also a spy. It was just that sometimes she needed to pretend as if she knew nothing. She was only a woman. A woman who wished for someone's love. One could be sure, I was more a bastard in her eyes than Jungkook. Because I dirtied her real feelings.

"I admit that I hid my identity from you. But my feelings for you... are real." I stared into her eyes.

"Liar! Don't lie to me anymore. If you didn't got caught by me, you would have taken the keys away and stolen the secret plan. At the end I would be your accomplice. Would Yoongi let me go? Did you ever think about me?" she shouted in despair.

"I did think about that. I just don't want you to be afraid and that's why I didn't tell you. I thought about everything. If I fail, I'm ready to sacrifice myself. But I would never drag you into this. As long as you're safe, I'm willing to die."

My words seemed to touch her. So I continued.

"You must know that I didn't even plan to near you. Because I wasn't sure. I was afraid that I would really develop feelings for you. Then, a single mistake could harm you. I am a soldier. A warrior with fate. I can't expect you to risk your life for a belief. That's not fair. Such a perfect and beautiful woman like you deserves to be loved by a man, to live without worries. And not living in fear every day..."

The gun sank a little bit, meaning that she really believed in my words. But she didn't know that the reason why I could say these words so realistic was that I was imagining her face. Whether it was Baekhab's face or Sadako's face didn't matter to me. Does it even matter?

"Because I met you, I really wanted to be a deserter. I really want to complete this mission and leave with you. I need to take responsibility. I want to do one last thing for my comrades. Then I won't ever owe them something and live for myself, for the woman I love."

"You're not lying to me? You love me?" her voice cracked and I felt more than guilty to fool such an innocent girl like her.

"Actually, Sadako and I aren't a real couple. The one she loves is Jungkook. I did hide many things from you. But I never lied to you."

She shook her head. "If I drop the gun right now, you would kill me right?"

I smiled and dropped my hands. "Stupid. After tonight, you will be my woman. How could I ever harm you?"

Half an eternity went by before she finally spoke up. "Do you want the secret plan?"

I nodded.

"If I bring you that thing, will you bring me away?"

"Immediately!"

She nodded. "Okay."

I smiled again and took her in my arms. "Thank you, Minah. Thank you for understanding."