accept. // a seventeen nerve fanfiction

~7~

"Ice Cream? You want to get Ice Cream at 9:15pm? Nothings gonna be open!" Jihoon told his blonde haired friend.

"Pleaseeeeee..." Hoshi begged with puppy eyes.

"But-" Before Jihoon could finish both there phones started to buzz. Jihoon's heart started to beat faster at the thought of another dare, the other on had given him such a rush, he honestly couldn't wait to do another dare. But when he read the dare on his phone he just sighed and rolled his eyes. It said:

Go to the ice cream parlor and get a sample of every flavor $200

"Now this is a dare for my liking." Hoshi smiled .

"No no no no, we'll never be able to back because they will hate us." Jihoon protested.

"Come onnnnn." Hoshi begged like a little kid, he gave Jihoon puppy eyes and bit his lip.

"Ugh fine, just never give me that face ever again, it's creepy." Jihoon huffed while rolling his eyes in a playful way. They both clicked the accept button on there phone and changed there route to the direction of the ice cream parlor.

"So... How was your first kiss?" Hoshi chattered. Jihoon felt an uneasy feeling in his stomach, he honestly didn't know how he felt about the kiss, It just didn't feel right. Was that how kissed were supposed to feel? He thought they would fill him with a warm feeling like all the movies and books describe. Maybe he would grow into it, but he didn't know if he should be honest with Hoshi or not. Hoshi was his best friend and had been forever, and he seemed so happy for Jihoon, so Jihoon didn't want to rain on his parade. But then again he had never ever lied to Hoshi and never wanted to.

"Honestly... I... don't know." Jihoon sighed. He turned his head to Hoshi, hoping he wouldn't see a frown on his face, but Hoshi was walking and smiling as happy as can be, like always.

"What do you mean by that?" Hoshi asked with confusion, but he still had the biggest smile plastered on his face.

"Well, I just didn't feel anything, it didn't feel right, you know... kissing a girl..." Jihoon admitted, whispering the last part softly, internally hoping Hoshi didn't here.

"Well, maybe your gay or something." Hoshi hinted without a flinch, but his tone was more serious then his usual playful tone.

"What?"

"Well some gay people learn there gay because if they do something intimate with the opposite gender it doesn't feel right." Hoshi explained to him. Jihoon's mouth fell open, he honestly had never thought about being gay, he hadn't really had crushes on girls but he thought that was normal, well he did until all his friends talked about how hot some girl was. He would always nod in agreement, but he was never as attracted to the girls as his friends, but he never really thought about anything passed that. He was more focused on graduating top of his class and getting scholarships to collage then his own sexuality.

"How do I...uh...figure if I am out?" Jihoon stuttered, the smaller boy looked up at the taller to see his smile turn into a more serious one, he didn't like this. Hoshi was always all happy smiles and was almost never serious, and when he was serious you new something was up.

"Well we're here." Hoshi quickly changed to topic, as he pointed to the ice cream parlor in front of him. Jihoon quickly turned his head to notice the small drive in ice cream place in front of him. There wasn't a line as it was almost closing. Some people sat at the picnic tables eating there large cones or bowls of ice cream without a care in the world.

"We're gonna have to find a new place to get ice cream after this." Jihoon gulped.

"Yep." Hoshi laughed, the large smile back on his face. Jihoon was surprised with how quickly the boy changed his mood, but Hoshi was good at putting on a smile, even when he wasn't happy.