The Daddy Diaries

18

News Eve... I have been dreading this day and tomorrow for many reasons.

Reason One: Lottie and I made love for the first time the night of New Years Eve.

Reason Two: Lottie conceived Opal.

Reason Three: She left me.

Reason Four: Louis leaves tomorrow... New Years Day.

I honestly don't know how to handle myself at the moment. I don't know what to do. Everything is just coming down at me all at once and I'm freaking the fuck out.

"Harry, come on. We are leaving for the roof party." Louis spoke interrupting my thoughts while walking into our shared room at the moment.

"Okay." I said trying to seem happy, but I failed because Louis saw right through my fake smile.

"What's wrong?"

I couldn't bring myself to tell him about Lottie, so I said reason four.

"You're leaving tomorrow." I sighed. "I'm going to miss you so much Louis. You have no idea."

Louis frowned and sat down next to me on my bed.

"I haven't even thought about that." he sighed. "I'm going to miss Anne, you, and Opal so much Harry. You have no idea either."

"Tell me." I spoke looking over to him.

"You guys are my family now. My real family threw me out of the window and you guys collected my broken body and let me heal. You have no idea how happy I am for that. You guys changed me. I love you all for it."

I smiled at him.

"You have no idea what you've done for me." I spoke seeing Lottie in his face.

"What have I done?"

"I can't say." I said and got up. "It's too private. But all I'll say is thank you Louis. Thank you for everything."

Louis smiled and got up too.

"Can I get a hug before we get wasted?"

I nodded.

Louis then stepped in close to me and wrapped his arms around me.

"You're so important to me Harry. I'm so glad I got to know you."

All I could do is nod.

We then let go from each other and got into his car so we could meet Gemma, mom, and Opal at the roof party Niall was throwing for family and close friends. He does it every year.

Once we got there, we headed to the roof, and I went straight to the bar.

The only days I'm aloud to get wasted, with my moms knowledge, is on New Years Eve and Fourth of July. So I wasn't sneaking it.

I went to the bar and ordered a shot, then I got a rum and coke after.

"Hey." Ken smiled grabbing a hold of my hand as I stood alone looking out at the view.

"Hi." I spoke not turning to look at her.

"What's up?"

"Nothing. Just looking at the view."

She nodded.

"Are you ready to go back to school next week?"

"No. Not really."

"You'll get to see me everyday." she smiled.

I just nodded and said, "Yeah."

"Is there something wrong Harry?"

"No." I said shaking my head and looking at her. "I'm just tired."

"Oh." she nodded. "Well I want you to stay, so at midnight I can kiss you."

I nodded.

"I got you Ken."

She smiled and kissed my lips. After that, she left me alone, but Niall came up to me.

"How are you holding up?" he asked with a slight look of pity.

"I'm doing okay for now." I said and looked back out at the view.

"I know you're thinking of her. But right now don't you think you should be focusing on your daughter and your friend who's leaving you tomorrow?"

"I don't want to be a parent tonight Niall." I whispered.

Niall didn't say anything after that... he just left me alone.

So I downed my drink and got another... and another... and another. By the time 11:00 pm came around I was so wasted I couldn't see straight. Everything was a blur to me... and I was horny.

So I grabbed onto my beautiful lovers hand that I know every inch of, and I dragged us off to my car and drunkenly drove us home.

When I got there, we ran to my room, I closed my door, pushed us up against my door, and connected our lips together.

The taste was a little odd, but I didn't care. I felt like I was home with these lips and I moaned at how they knew how to kiss me just right.

We eventually fell onto my bed, and our clothes started flying to the floor.

We connected our lips again and my hands traced every inch of my lover. I soon pulled away from the kiss and went to their neck and started to leave a hickey in the place that I always do, and my ears were filled with moans that made me shiver in pleasure.

Soon our bodies were one, and that whole night I was in bliss and I couldn't get enough of it.

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I haven't posted in so long! I'm so sorry!

Please like and comment :) ~Ash