My Little Angel

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

~Dean's P.O.V~

The night went on. Cas and I didn't talk that much but it was okay. Castiel kept those beautiful wings out and I didn't mind. It was actually quite hot, him just with no shirt and with stunning dark wonderful wings behind him. After a couple of hours of watching tv, I made a nice diner for Cas and I. Homemade hamburgers. And they were delicious and I'm glade that Cas liked them. For someone that doesn't eat, he can eat a ton. Once we were done I cleaned everything up as Cas went back to watch tv. I may or may not got him sucked into Dr. Sexy MD, oops. I went and sat beside him, his wing embraced me once again.

An hour or so went by and Cas had fallen a sleep. This is Cas the one that said angels don't sleep ... wait what about if he is not an angel anymore? Don't be stupid, he still has his wings. But way is he sleeping, shouldn't he be watching over me like he said he would? Okay Dean just calm down! He is alright, he is still an angel but that doesn't matter because he will always be your angel. And with that I was a sleep still in the angels embrace.

~Dean's Dream~

"Dean, I need your help" Cas says very seriously. He walks up to me, invading my personal space. But again I don't mind, Cas can be in my personal space all he wants. I focus back to my angel, his face is no longer serious but filled with sadness. With a sad child like voice he speaks "I can't so this. I need help. I don't know how to tie my tie" he fondles with his blue tie when he says the last sentence.

"Do you want me to do it?" He nods. I play around with his tie to make sure that it's prefect. "There you go. A prefect tie, a prefect man" I reel him in by his tie and put my lips on his. We move in sync, we never separate only to breathe every once in awhile. This, now this is truly awesome. I'm contemplating on telling Cas how I feel for him and I think I should, should I? I pull away and put my forehead on his. I look him in the eyes, fuck it I'm going to say it.

"Castiel, I think I'm in love with you." I whisper to him.

"I know" What? This is Charlie's saying when she doesn't love the person. Oh no, Cas doesn't like me in that way. Shit! I just messed everything up, first by kissing him and now saying that I'm in love with him! He is going to leave and never come back. Cas don't leave me. It felt like minutes went by but in reality it was only few seconds. Castiel opens his mouth to speak again and I've never been so worried before. With his voice lowered he says a sentence I'd never imagine him saying "And that's why I love you."

Near seconds after that I hear a very familiar voice that I'd rather not hear ever again in my lifetime.

"Hello boys. Missing your brothers yet?" Crowley gestures to Sam and Gabriel, whom are tied up. And with a snap of his fingers I see both heads get flicked to the side. I heard everyone of of their bones break. I look back to Crowley with a I will hunt you down and kill you with my bare fucking hands look. He shrugs and says "Oops" with a smile.

Cas runs to his brother. I try to stop him but he just keeps on going. Cas was kneeling beside the older angel and then I saw him. Crowley hovering over Cas with an angel blade in hand.

"Cas!" I yell out to warn him but it's to late. The once dark room was filled with the blue light of his grace. Tears fall down my face, I just lost everything I love even Gabriel. He was like a second brother but now they are all gone. They can't die, they won't.

"My soul" I say and Crowley looks at me like he was interested in the deal. "Their lives for mine." He smiles walking to me still holding the bloody blade.

"Let's make that a deal." With that he plunges the angel blade into me. He pierces my heart but I feel no pain. Crowley is smirking and then he leans his head so it was to my ear. "The deal's off" he whispers with an evil chuckle then twisted the blade, it hurts now, and pulls it out. Moments later everything was black.

~Dean's P.O.V~

I wake up in complete fear and pain. My heart hurts and beating rapidly. I have to calm myself down, but then I look at Cas and I feel like a failure I wasn't even able to save him in a dream. How could I save him in the real world if I can't save him in a place that I could easily take over and control. My heart beating faster and faster while my mind is cursing at itself. I'm looking for the best thing to relax myself, other than a nice long car ride. I find my guitar and start to softly play melodies.

~Castiel's P.O.V~

I wake up to music. It sounds so beautiful and blissful. I know that Dean likes music but I never knew that he can play the guitar as well sing. But it was very relaxing then the song ended, maybe he knows that I have just woke from my sleep. I hear him start a new song and I'm quite glade, he has a wonderful voice. I listen as he sings.

I've sat at the back of the line for years,
Wishing the world wouldn't spin,
I give in, alone again it appears.
There were pieces of me that lived in corners on a hard wood floor.
Until an Angel walked in through my door.

Time stopped, the arch of her back grew wings.
And pulling me further from a devil to a heaven, she said "Believe."
True peace as she looked into my soul.
She said "I'm here to show you faith, and to help you when you fall."

Can you feel my heart,
Beating underneath these stars?
You're the Angel that came, and took these clouds away.
You made me believe!
Never be weak, be strong.
Live every moment like an Angel,
Flies...

I'll whisper in your ear,
You are mine, and you will never have to be alone.
And when I pull you near,
You'll know I love you like I never loved anyone.
So let me be the one to lift you up,
I'll carry you home.
'Cause now I'm here to keep you safe,
And to catch you when you fall.

Can you feel my heart,
Beating underneath these stars?
You're the Angel that came, and took these clouds away.
You made me believe!
Never be weak, be strong.
Live every moment like an Angel,
Flies.

Only you can see the true me,
Through all the right, and wrong.
Take hold, the best has yet to come.
You've given me the strength to believe in my heart again!
And now we're here to share this faith.
Stand together through it all.

Can you feel my heart,
Beating underneath these stars?
You're the Angel that came, and took these clouds away.
You made me believe!
Never be weak, be strong.
Live every moment like an Angel,
Flies...

Can you feel my heart,
Beating underneath these stars?
You're the Angel that came, and took these clouds away.
You made me believe!
Never be weak, be strong.
Live every moment like an Angel,
Flies...

That's who you are!
You're the Angel that came, and took these clouds away.
You made me believe!
Never be weak, be strong.
So really strong!

That's who you are,
You're the Angel that came,
And took these clouds away...

"Oh Dean, that was..." I trailed off. No words can explain the sound. I would love if every morning was like this. Plus Dean looks really happy and in peace, I'd love to see him like this more often. He stares at me and I see the blood rush to his face. He is quite cute when he is embarrassed. I give him a smile to tell him I liked it. No, that I loved it.

"Um, t-thanks" he give a nervous smile and then I see that something caught his attention and he had a serious look on his face. "Can I ask you a question?" I nod telling him to go on. "You said that angels don't sleep. You're an angel, so why is it that you slept last night? I'm just asking because I'm worried that something happened to you."
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Word Count
Chapter:1503
The book so far:4199
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 Just giving a thanks to the band that wrote the song that I put in here this chapter. Thank you for your beautiful music.

The song is called Angel in Everything and the bands name is Blue October.

See ya later bitches!