DREAMS : WORLD OF ANGELS

Final Chapter

Yue slid down to her knees and stared up at the large cage in front of her. A giant dog shadow paced back and forth in his cage. His eyes looked unseeing. He could no longer recognize her. 

 Damien and Nina stood behind Yue. 

 "Yazer, it's me, Yue," Yue said softy. 

 "He doesn't know who you are anymore," Damien said. He looked at her with sympathy, with concern, with pity. 

 "I know, but I can't help it....I'm just...." Yue trailed off. Soft small tears dripped onto the black dirt. 

 She stood up and walked to Yazer's cage. She slipped her fingers through. She felt her fingers slip through the darkness of Yazer's shadow body. She closed her eyes and felt the darkness start to consume her. She became to hear Yazer's voice again, in her head. She could feel his emotions, his desperation to save his brother. 

 She felt sadness, when she had hoped to find relief. She turned and looked at both Nina and Damien, standing side by side. Why couldn't she have had that? Damien had taken that away from her. But he had brought her back to see Yaser. That had been all she had asked for. 

She smiled sadly, and panic took over head. She wasn't able to breath anymore. The toxin from touching a tainted demon was taking over. Soon she would be one, just like Yazer. Soon she would no longer remember her pain. 


She collapsed to the ground. She stared out, tears leaking down her face, and then she smiled. It was that boy again. The little boy who had come running to her when she had once wanted to die before. She closed her eyes, smiling that the boy was here once again. 

 Yue awoke in a bed, in the healing room. She looked out the window. It was sunny. She could see the clouds that surrounded Haven. 

 She turned her head on the pillow with great difficulty and saw Rem. He looked tired and exhausted but he broke into a weary smile as they looked eyes. 

 "We have to stop meeting like this," Rem said, his voice rough. 

 "Why did you come?" Yue said, her voice groggy. 

 "Why?" Rem asked, his voice cracking. "Because just how you selfishly went to go die for him, I selfishly brought you back to life. I want you in my life. i always have," Rem moved forward and clasped his hands around Yue's hand. 

 "You had a tragic history but that doesn't mean you don't deserve happiness. Yes, you still dwell on the past but I want you to know that I'm just as stubborn as you, and I will make you see that I love you, despite all your faults. You are happy with me and I'm happiest with you. Even when you are sad and trapped in your self inflicted past, I am here. But it needs to come from you to be happy. Can you do that?" Rem looked at her hand. 

 Yue broke down and stared to wail. "I want to b-be happy, I do..." She hiccuped and cried. Rem said nothing but her cry. 

 Yue wiped away her tears. "I used to hate Damien, I blamed him, but at this stage, to keep going on like this, I really have no one else but to blame myself. It isn't fair to ask you to love me, when I can't even love myself. I thought if I was back with Yazer, I would be happy but instead all I felt was loneliness." 

 "I know. you won't find happiness in the past. You won't find it with me either if you keep going on the way you do. I told you how I feel about you but I won't force you to return my feelings. I'm going to go and be more supportive for my sister. Once you figure how you feel, let me know. You know where to find me." 

 Rem stood up, kissed her forehead and left. Yue stared at the hallway as he walked and watched as his black and white wings disappear. 

Chapter 2


 Yue opened the door to Sir Ox's room. 

 "Sir?" 

 Ox sir stopped what he was doing and smiled. "Take a seat Yue." 

 Yue walked in and sat down. "I want to firstly apologize for my behaviour recently. I wasn't in my right mind after Yazer turned into a tainted soul. I thought that if I became one to, somehow my life would be better....I guess I had just grown tired of always being sad."

"I accept your apology. I want you to be happy, Yue."

 Yue smiled slightly. "Rem saved me. Twice. But I'm sure you already know that." 

 Ox Sir smiled. "I do."

 Yue smiled more. "And ...and...I don't think it's right to just fall from man to man. I like Rem. Actually, I never admitted that to myself, I was just walking around in this cloud of sadness, just obsessed with Yazer and the past, and lost in my jealousy and hatred of Damien...and I couldn't just be happy with Rem. Like I didn't know how to be happy, like somehow all I deserved was to be sad. But I don't want to be that person anymore. I want to be happy." 

 "And how do you wish to go about this?" 

 "I want to better myself. i want to be a person that I deem worthy of love. I want to become a better boatman, a better guide. I want to inspire others, I want to really be happy, and not just be happy because I am with another man. "

 "I am really happy to hear that, Yue. You have really grown alot recently."

 "I can't take all the credit. Rem really helped me alot."


 Ox Sir smiled. "Is that love I smell?"

 Yue shook her head. "No, I can't call it that. At least not yet. I want to better myself. Once I am in a better place, then I can really decide if I love Rem or not."

 "The wisest thing I ever heard you say, Yue." Ox Sir said. 

 Yue smiled. "Thank you sir." Yue knew exactly how to start. She wanted to return to being the great boatman she had remembered herself to be. 



The End  

[Author's Note: I could have fleshed out the story a bit better but...somehow I just wanted to write out the ending. SO if you were curious how it ended, here it is!]