Nagisa X Rei (Free! FanFic)

It All Falls Down

You know that most awkward and embarrassing moments? I had one a little while ago. That damned Nagisa. It's all his fault. He played havoc with my hormones and the moment we got to the swimming club room, I shoved him against the wall and started to kiss him like there was no end. Just when things started to heat up really bad, the door opened and to my embarrassment it wasn't one of our team mates who caught me with my hand down Nagisa's pants, it was my former track and field captain: Tadanori Sera. I really wanted to die at that point. I even had trouble removing my hand so flustered was I, but the moment I got free, I ran. Left everything there and just ran. I remember the hurt in Nagisas' eyes, as though I was embarrassed of him, but it was because of myself. I don't want the whole world to know. I look around and realized I must have ran 5 blocks non stop, so while I stand and catch my breath the memory just keeps coming back. I wanted Nagisa there and then, he didn't give me any choice, I was near explosion with him teasing me the whole time. I slide down slowly against the wall an rest my head on my knees. How will I explain? Why am I feeling guilty? That's the most important question, I love Nagi, so why did I run away. Thoughts just keep going over and over and it feels as though I am going to lose my mind, when someone suddenly touches my arm. I recoil on instinct and when I look up, I look into the face of Tadanori.
"Oh gawd, what do you want?" I snap at him and just let my head fall on my knees. He doesn't answer one word, but puts his fingers under my chin and tilts my face up.
"Why Rei? Why did you run when you saw it was me. Didn't you think I'd understand?"  He says softly.
I feel my breath hitch in my throat and I can hear his breathing coming closer.
"There is something I have wanted to do for quite some time now, but I never had the guts or even thought such an idea would cross your mind, but you two seem really close and then I wanted to talk to you today and I am really sorry for no knocking, but I just want to do this once."  He's kind of bumbling incoherently at this point, but I do catch what he means an my heart stops to beat for just an instance. He slides his thumb over my bottom lip and moves closer inch by inch. I am so shocked that I am frozen in place and then I feel his breath on my skin an the next moment his lips lock with mine, but just for an instance. All I can do is stare, I have never thought of him or any one else but Nagisa in this way, so this is awkward. As he searches my face (i assume for any signs of revolting) he comes closer and locks his lips with mine again, only this time he licks my bottom lip and probes my mouth slowly, the moment I gasp his tongue darts in and starts to explore my mouth. I put my hands against his chest to push him away, when I hear a sound coming from the right. The moment I look that way I see Nagisa with tears in his eyes and his hand over his mouth. I push Tadanori away and stand to chase after Nagi, but Tadanori grabs my hand.
"Rei wait. Can't we just talk about this please."  He begs, but I glare daggers at him and shake him off.
"I'm sorry senpai, but I need to stop him, you might like me, but I love only him." And with those parting words I run to chase after the man who owns me, body, heart and soul.