im not, me (THEO RAEKEN)

twelve | regret (special chapter)

get ready for this super long chapter, many many things coming and will be going on :)

ALEXIS POV:

i got to my house, flushed and distressed. Theo made me so confused and angry and made me love him so much at the same time i didnt understand. i ran a hot shower and soon the steam 

clogged the mirror and my view, i got in and let the water run down my body, washing away all of the dirt and things that had happened the day and night before. the water was hot, and i 

closed my eyes as the water covered my face and hair, and once i got out i was red because of the temperature. i wrapped a towel tightly around me and dried my hair using a t shirt, once i 

was done i put socks on my dry feet and applied all my skincare products. finishing, i turned and opened the door wide and screamed in shock as i found someone in the hallway. The person, 

startled, turned to me and his eyes widened. 

"oh, god, oh im sorry, i uhm, didnt mean to interrupt, oh god" he whispered at the end, as my towel was loosely covering my body, i gripped it tighter around me and flicked on the light to see

 him better. i gasped, my eyes meeting one of the most beautiful humans ive ever seen, he had blue eyes and curly brown hair, and was tall and muscular.

"who, who are you?" i questioned this amazingly hot stranger.

"im, im isaac" he stuttered, trying not to look at the inevitable skin showing.

"im alexis, you must know. what, um, are you doing in my hallway this early?"

"oh yeah, scott told me to come get you, i was away for a while and came back today so he thought it would be good for us to meet. he gave me a spare key" he scratched the back of his 

neck and blushed, making me blush as well.

"well, isaac, if youre thirsty theres water and whatnot in the fridge, ill go get dressed"

he nodded his head and turned away as i passed beside him, opening the door to my room and hearing his sigh from behind the door.

i sat on my bed and smiled like an idiot.

i picked out some ripped boyfriend jeans, a white tank crop top and a grey cardigan.

walking out, i saw isaac perched on one of the chairs, holding a mug of tea and smiled at me when i saw him and grinned.

"not much of a water boy, eh?" i smiled

he giggled, which i found adorable "not really, i much prefer hot things, even on hot days"

"i see, " i walked around and sat next to him, looking at him and smiling, he was honestly amazing.

"youre a lot more beautiful than i thought" he blurted, and when he realized his eyes widened and he looked down, covering his mouth with one large hand.

"oh god, i didnt mean that, i mean i meant it,but i didnt mean to say it, im sorry" he looked at me with puppy dog eyes, and i coudnt resist running my hands through his soft hair and smiling.

"dont worry about it" he blushed and i slowly took away my hand, looking down and avoiding his gaze.

i watched as he put his index finger below my chin and tilted it up, getting closer by the second and soon i could feel his hot breath as he looked into my eyes with his blue ones, hipnotized by him.