So..... Umm..... Basically......
This book is like a suitcase, packed with my random thoughts.
If you are a directioner feel free to open it and have a look.
"I am so sad for you," She gives me a so called pitiful look as soon as I get in her sight.
"Why?" I move towards her.
"You can never go or attend their concert......," I roll my eyes . "...Even if you do you can never see them as 5/5," She look around my room cover with boy's merch.
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Should I split this on her face? "She takes the glass from my hand. Too late.
"Hmm," I give her close mouth smile. I sit beside her.
"I have actually attended their concert and can in the future too as 5/5,"
She looks at me," You have when?"
"Do you see that?" I point towards my laptop.
She shakes her head yes.
"You know it has internet on it?"
"Okay," She takes a slip.
"And my parents are rarely home,"
"Okay?" She glance at me takes another slip.
"And I can close my curtains and doors anytime I want,"
"What's gotten into you? You are blabbering nonsense," She says keeping her half empty glass on the table.
"So are you I am going bye," I stand up.
"But...
"Don't try to stop me," I turn around.
"But wait this is my house," I look around.
"That's what I was trying to say," She stands on her feet.
*
Hello friends I was actually listening to the songs and I should've kissed you started playing on my phone. I was so full of energy maybe because of my exams cause normally if I hear them sing I fell sad then I started karaoke. (perks of being home alone *smirks). Then I wanted to listen to she's not afraid (I am damn surethis song is written for me). But my phone it just deletes everything itself. I've lost so many songs which I am damn sure existed in my playlist. Then I went to YouTube and there I saw she's not afraid live. I clicked in it. It was from boy's concert and I was doing this moves and all that I remember how I used to do this few year back. For a moment I forgot they are 4 now , they are on break, they have changed. All I saw was 5 boys trying everything they could to make that crowd happy and that me who could give her life to be a part of that crowd. It felt real. It felt true.
P.s. that's my room 🙈 I couldn't keep two image in media idk why. Its same since 2013. I promised never to let down that poster.
