2MOONS fanfic

I'm scared

#Wayo POV 

I don't know how long it's been but I haven't get out of my room for the past few days I'm sure I'm supposed to be in class right now but I can't seem to have the power to leave my bed and mostly because I'm afraid I will meet him 

The doorbell ring It most be Ming he has been coming to see me three times a day but I have never opened the door for him  he will start asking questions and I can't lie to him he knows me too well 

at first he was begging me to open the door that he is worried about me after that he starts threatening me to call my dad but now he just leave some food at my door and go 

my fairy angels gang also come to see me but when I didn't open they called my a lot of name like usual and leave

even beam ,kit and forth come but they give up easily thank god

I get up and took the food ming left at the door and put it with rest I haven't touche any of it I just get it in so he wouldn't be worried I caused him enough trouble 

All I have been doing these past few days is sleeping and sleeping and more sleeping and if I feel really hungry I will drink some water and get back to sleep 

but now I can't seem to be able to sleep I think my body is telling me I have slept enough I look around the room there nothing I can do that will help me stop thinking I already break my phone 

When I broke up with P'pha I got a lot of messages some telling me they would like to date me the other was bad mouthing me like I'm a man whore an asshole and I don't deserve p'pha their words made me so mad because it was the truth I don't deserve him I'm a coward he deserves to be with someone better the thought of that exactly what's made me break my phone him with someone else 

Before we dated I become depressed every time I think of him with someone else now I get furious  it's just I know the feeling now 

the feeling of being kissed by him the feeling of being held by him the feeling of touching him

getting over phana kongthanin  will never be an easy thing to do 

suddenly my stomach made a sound I shouldn't be surprised I haven't eaten anything in a while I went to check the food ming brought 

I don't really wanna eat which is unusual because I'm one of that kind who eats a lot when he is depressed or sad I don't know why this time I don't even like the smell of food 

Ming brought some

 kind of soup thank god because I don't think I even have the power to chew

"let just eat this and go back to sleep "

I was talking to my self,  great 

I only got to eat two spoons before I start crying what the hell is wrong with me even food reminds me of him 

Suddenly I feel like I wanna throw up I run to the bathroom and emptied my stomach 

I remember now why I didn't eat anything the day I come back after meeting p'pha I eat a lot and throw up for a whole hour 

I was sitting on the bathroom floor before hearing the doorbell ringing again Ming just left so It can't be him 

I wash my face before getting out of the bathroom and I waited for someone to talk but there was nothing  I take a look from the peephole 

It was him 

I was so scared I start shacking I backed off from the door but my feet were so weak I fall on the ground