2MOONS fanfic

Friday date

#Beam POV 

I'm nerves I feel like I can't breathe he won't come right he won't dare especially after kissing me he know that I would kill him if he comes near me 

I was going out of my mind he said that he will come to see me tonight at my room I heard him clearly saying it what should I do maybe I should go to kit room or phana so when he come no one would be here 

No no that would be totally rude and I don't want him to get angry at me again it was already hard on me the first time I don't want to do it again 

I could just come up with some excuse he won't know like I have exams this week and I need to study with kit 

NO I will keep on feeling guilty I know me I always do when I lie. god I need to stop fighting with my self so what if he comes we are friends it's not like it's his first time in my room it's okay we can talk and drink like they old times maybe he didn't mean to call me babe maybe it's slipped it happened 

and the kiss ... the kiss well a kiss was a kiss I can't make excuse for it 

I should just stop I'm already nervous so I need to stop thinking about it maybe I should go out for a walk to come down a little bit 

I got my wallet and my jacket. when I got to the door I heard a knock on it 

"shit " 

I put everything back and I checked my hair on last time before I opened the door 

it was Aom my freaking classmate 

"oh Hi "

"Hi did you finished reading the notes ?"

"What ?"

"phana notes you said I could come by today to get it"

"uh yeah I finished reading wait here I will get it for you "

the truth I didn't read even one line from it I was to distracted will good thing kit have a copy I could borrow it later 

"here "

"thank you so what are planning to do tonight "

"Nothing I will just stay in tonight "

"If you want we will go clubbing you can come along "

It's so tempting I can't remember the last time I went to the club 

"No sorry I'm not in the mood maybe next time "

"Ok then see you later "

when I was about to close the door someone pushed it and guess who it's forth 

"Hi there why are you here "

"Who was that guy "

"classmate come to borrow some notes" 

great why I'm explaining to him it's none of his business 

"Oh , can I come in "

"yeah sure "

even tho I said that I was still standing in front of the door he waited for while before he pushed himself in he was so close so I start backing off and he didn't stop what the hell is he doing 

He kept doing that till my back hit the wall shit shit what should I do 

He kept on getting closer his face only 3 cm away from mine and he stopped I could feel his breath on my face but I didn't dare to look at him I kept looking away. my heart beating so fast I think even he  can hear it