im getting my shit together and i am loving it. he even talks to me again, i was just overreacting. maybe he's shy as well as i am. but rn i am feeling good and on tuesday, if everything goes right, i can go to work again after 4 months of being in the hospital and sick. so exciting.
i ha five exams tomorrow and i am ready to take them because i feel prepared and confident that i will do good. i am proud of my essay that i wrote and rn i am happy.
i should take things easy and relaxed, not push anything. be focused and disciplined. i watched some "get motivated" videos on youtube and i've been realizing what i've done wrong in the past and now i am literally feeling like i am getting my shit together.
i even chopped off my hair today and got a new hairstyle, as a sign of change. i am done over the disease i had to get surgery, i can live without a guy, rejection is okay and i am open for new things and friends.
i am ready.
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dear diary
Aksiyonthis is my diary. public, open and raw. that's it. if you like it or not.
