dear diary

15th february 2020, saturday

aaah dear diary, long time no see.
seriously i havent updated my diary for so long. but i want to get back to it.

so many things changed. first of all the biggest change is that my cat died, may 2019. it was one of the saddest moments in my life. but we got a new dog to make our older dog less lonely.
my apprenticeship is almost over so i will have a lot of work preparing for finals. which sucks but i have to get through it.
i gained ever more weight as i am clinically diagnosed with thyroid issues and chronic depression. i am about 84kg right now, but i'll lose it.
i am still single and lonely. but i accepted that fact and i am happy with it.

my work is became unbearable and stupid and i hate my boss and the whole team. my old team got switched. now we have a new team and new boss. i really hate the atmosphere and there's too much drama and gossiping. i told them already i won't stay after the apprenticeship because i don't see my future there. i want to start a school later on a office job but in the medical field, like a secretary job. maybe my mom can get me a job at her job so i'd work monday through friday and on saturday i'd go to school. i'd get money and pay off the classes and go to school. sounds like a plan. and after that i can always get my driver's licence.

i want to create a bucketlist for 2020/2021 in my next page. this was sort of a update.

til then byeeee