Can I Have You?

Important A/N!!! Please Read!!!

This is a very serious author's note so if you get bored then I understand that but I don't have anyone else to talk to since all of my friends seem to leave me. I do not want anybody to pity me so don't feel that you have to comfort me at all. Anyways, I'm gonna tell you a little bit about me. I'm a Gemini and I've always usually found that I'm talking to myself. Some people say it's because I'm a genius, some people say it's because I'm weird, and others say that it's because I'm schizophrenic or something like that. My mother says that it's because of the fact that I'm a Gemini.

Imma tell you some facts about Gemini! Ya ready?

1. Gemini is also the constellation of the Gemini twins

2. Lots of people would think that Gemini is like two or maybe, even more, people in one body due to that constellation

3. Gemini's can be very indecisive

4. That's all I can think of.

Enough of that. Ever since then, I never really thought that it was that weird that I talked to myself as if somebody was there. Also, I forgot to mention that ever since I was a baby, I had always been really cheerful and everyone was always annoyed because of that. As I got older, I guess it's just normal but I've noticed that my smile wouldn't appear a lot. I began to remind myself of Elizabeth Midford since she wants to see Ciel smile like he used and I wanted to get my smile back. Instead of that, I ended up becoming depressed. I can't exactly remember all of the reasons why but there's one that I wanted to talk about. My (pretty few XD) friends are willing to talk to me but I still always feel alone.

(But I still love them all. They're awesome and I couldn't wish for better friends.)

I only had myself to talk to and I ended turning against myself. I feel like I'm slowly going insane just because that other side of me keeps telling me things like "It's your fault" or "Kill yourself" I know how ridiculous it sounds but it's not just that problem that's gotten me depressed. I'm being forced to go to therapy because of this. I apologize that this chapter didn't do anything to continue the story. I promise that I'll make it up to all of you by making multiple chapters that will end this story and I'll make sure to give you the satisfying end you need. If you read all of this, I applaud you for sitting through my story and so I'll also reward with surprise if you want. Like I said, I do not wish for pity so don't think that I want you all to feel bad for me. I'd feel a bit better, since I'm crying my eyes out right now, if you supported me by voting on this chapter. My dad gives me advice like try to stay positive and nobody will judge you for feeling how you feel. I've tried to take his advice and so I've decided to tell you guys about it.

That's all today. I promise to update this story tomorrow so look forward to it. Thank you for reading all of this.

Just so that I don't make you feel too sad (If I even made you feel sad at all) here's a picture of adorable and fabulous Sebby.

~AdorableKittenLover1