Can I Have You?

*Malphas?*

Claude was reading in bed while Sebastian sat in his lap, burying his face into Claude's chest while still giving tiny sniffles. Claude sighed and pet Sebastian's head. He felt like he could die just from how cute and delicious he Sebastian looked right now and Claude was the human.

Claude: Are you done?

The adorable boyfriend who wasn't letting go of Claude's suit shook his head and held on even tighter.

Sebastian: I keep you locked! I'm not letting you go!

Claude: You're so annoying and adorable.

Sebastian: Shut up Meanie!

The older man tilted Sebastian's head up and put an arm around his waist.

Claude: So...Fucking...Adorable. You're tempting me and I can't take it.

Sebastian blushed and smiled.

Sebastian: You're gonna have to wait. I find that I'm not in the mood. Now I'm gonna go make dinner.

Claude: Why does Grell have to eat it? I'd rather just have your delicious food all to myself. I want you all to myself.

Sebastian: You're so naughty.

Claude: Guilty as charged. How about you punish me for it?

Sebastian chuckled and got up from the bed. He left the room without saying a word and left Claude feeling lonely.

Claude: You could've at least kissed me.

~Time Skip~

Grell was busy gobbling his food while talking to Madam Red over the phone, Sebastian was asleep, and Claude was eating while watching TV. He noticed that Sebastian was squirming around quite a bit.

Claude: Sebastian?

"HELP ME! ANYONE PLEASE!!! HE'S GOING TO KILL ME!!!"

Blood splattered all over the brick walls of the alleyway. A monster had torn her apart and devoured her very being. That's exactly why he is what he is and it's what he'll always be.

A monster.

~Next Day~

???: So what are you saying?

Sebastian: I'm saying that I can't do this anymore! The whole world sees us as monsters. I can't take it. The hatred. The anger. The despair. Everything is against us and I-

He was cut off by a hand caressing his cheek and the woman gave him a warm smile.

???: Don't you get it? It's because that's what we are. Monsters who feed on others to stay alive. It's the way we live. We'll find someone who understands that. I promise you that.

She ruffled Sebastian's hair and smiled even wider.

??: So lift your head and stop frownin'! We have stuff to do!

Sebastian blushed and nodded.

Sebastian: Claude.

Claude was the tiniest bit shocked to hear his name but smiled. He kissed Sebastian's cheek and smoothed out his hair.

Claude: Sleep well.

~Time Skip~

Sebastian: C-Claude~!

Sebastian had awoken from a nightmare and woke Claude up quickly, afraid of something getting without Claude knowing. His boyfriend did the one thing he could and took his mind off of it. On the outside, pleasure was all you could see on Sebastian's face. On the inside, he was only a few steps from breaking down and just crying out in agony.

Sebastian: H-Harder! I want it i-inside!

Claude started to thrust even harder and tried to keep himself from climaxing until Sebastian came first. He couldn't hold and quickly let go. The white fluid flowed inside of the uke as he came as well.

Sebastian: Claude?

Claude:...Y-Yeah?

Sebastian: Have you ever felt like you don't belong? Like the world would be better off if you weren't here?

Claude hesitated, not wanting sound all depressing, but he nodded.

Sebastian: Did you ever think...that suicide would be the best option? If you were ever seen as an outcast and as someone who wasn't meant to be here, would you have considered taking your own life to get away from it?

Sebastian was shocked when Claude slapped with anger on his face. He pulled Sebastian into a hug choked back his tears.

Claude: Don't say that. W-Why? I wouldn't be able to live if you weren't there with me. So, please...

The warm tears fell down Claude's face as he held Sebastian tighter.

Claude: Don't leave me.

Sebastian started to cry as he buried his face in Claude's shoulder.

'Sebastian: You're such a lovable idiot.'

???: Didn't I tell you, Malphas? I knew that we'd be able to find someone who understood.