Smoke // M.C.

1.3

We got back to Calum's house and found Luke and Jacob had eaten all the pizza and were playing video games in the living room. Call of duty. It was getting pretty intense.

  "Jacob I need to get home so I can put this stuff up before it goes bad." I said trying to get him away from the game. "I let you stay while I got groceries but we really need to go now."
  He got up and slowly walked towards the door. "Bye dude! I'm gonna kick your ass another time, okay?" he said before running and getting in my car.
  "Thanks for hanging out with him, Luke." I said before leaving. Calum had already taken Jacob's place and they were too focused on the game.

  Jacob talked about how cool Luke was most of the way home and while we put up groceries.
  "Well now you got a new friend. But clean up this mess I told you last night to do it!" I said heading into my room.

  "Oh yeah, Aunt Julie called yesterday and said she wants to come see us." He said popping his head inside my room.
  "Ugh. You know she just wants to try and get you to go live with her, right?" I said.
  "Yeah. I don't wanna live with her and her obnoxious kids. I like living here with you. But she says your not capable of taking care of me."
  "I think I've done just fine so far." I said laughing.
  "Me too. better than dad.." he said walking away.
  I looked down.

  Our dad wasn't capable of raising us. He had never been. I moved out and took Jacob with me as soon as I turned 18. He lived on the other side of town, but he still showed up frequently to try and take Jacob away from me.  We were just fine on our own. Calum's mom was there for us if we ever needed her and so was Calum. But we were fine. I went through rough times and ended up smoking to keep myself sane.

I looked at all the mail I had. Bills upon bills that I couldn't afford. I was already way over budget buying groceries for the week. I was way behind on my bills.

  I picked up my phone and dialed an old 'friend' that was nothing but trouble. But my  sanity had slipped and I couldn't be bothered to think about anything else.
  "Trey, can you hook me up with something. please.." I said quietly into my phone.
  "Yeah. You'll bring it to me? that's fine. alright. thank you so much.." I trailed off as I hung up the phone.
  I peeked out of my room and didn't see Jacob. he must be in his room. I could hear his music blaring. I just prayed he would stay in his room for a while.

  About 15 minutes later there was a knock at my door and I quickly opened it. trey held a backpack and had a smirk on his face.
  "How much do you want?" he said in a hushed tone as he entered my apartment.
I looked toward Jacobs room and then back to trey.
  "I don't care. I just need enough for the week maybe. You know how I am.." I trailed off.
  "I know I know." Trey laughed and began pulling baggies out of his backpack.
  "Do you think I could pay you next week? you know I'll pay you back. I swear. I just don't have the cash on me right now." I said looking down. Trey stopped. He looked me dead in the eyes.
  "Now you know I can't do that sweetie. I gotta get paid somehow. if you can't give me the cash upfront, I need something else instead." he said putting his hands on my body. I pushed him away.
  "Trey. no." I backed away but he just got closer to me.
  "C'mon baby. I miss your body." He said pinning me against the wall and groping my body.
  "No. Trey stop." I begged as he began to try and remove my clothing. He covered my mouth with one hand.
  "I know you want this. Don't deny it Violet. You miss us too." he said as he pushed me onto the couch. I nearly screamed as I tried to push him off of me.
  Jacobs bedroom door came open and he stood there frozen. He grabbed his phone out of his pocket and ran back into his room quickly.
  "Get off of me!" I yelled pushing him away but he was stronger than me. He held me down and began to pull off my pants.
  Trey pulled a knife and held it to my throat.  "Be quiet. Your little brother is gonna hear you." he said smirking.
  I managed to free my arm and punch him across the face. He grabbed me by the throat and I couldn't breathe at all. He slung me into the floor and hit my head against the ground. I tried to pry his hands off of me but I couldn't. He pushed my head against the ground once again and everything got blurry and went dark very quickly.

 

  Michael and Ashton were beside me lifting me off the ground and trying to get me to wake up. I opened my eyes and gasped for air and began to kick and push them away from me.
  "Don't touch me!" I screamed In pain as they tried to calm me down.
  "Its okay Violet. It's okay." they said. They laid me on the couch and I curled up into a ball crying.
  Michael sat down beside me and wrapped his arms around me. "Shhh. It's okay." he assured me as he held me in his arms. I laid my head against him and closed my eyes.
 
  "What the he'll happened??" Calum shouted as he came in the door. I jumped up quickly and the movement hurt my head. Michael rubbed my shoulder and I clung to him.
  Jacob was crying over by the door with Ashton and Calum. He was trying to tell them what happened. I couldn't understand much of what was said. But I heard the word drugs and I looked down in shame.
  "Violet.." Calum said sitting next to me.
  "You know you can't do things like this.." he said reaching over to hug me and I shifted from Michael's arms to his.
  "I'm sorry.." I sobbed. he rubbed my back.
  "You should have told me what's been going on." he said.
  I closed my eyes and drifted back off to sleep. "I'm sorry.." I said again.

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So I was locked out of my account but I got back into it so I have a backup account now too where I'll post the story also