My drawings and requests

Ex

I just got done sorting my art and I found old drawings of me and my ex when we were dating.he said he missed me and I only told him "I wish I could say the same"
Ex
Me

Why is that?
I don't remind myself of my last realationships like most women do.id I did I probably might miss you.
Oh
Anyhow you almost broke my heart into 2 pieces!
I-I'm sorry
It's okay...any how
Hm?
How is you and Erin
U-Um good
Is something wrong?
I'm scared you'll be jealous
I only get jealous if I was dating that person I so I won't get jealous
Oh ok
Oh why do you hate pine cones
Well let's not talk about that
Okay?
Anyhow I'm sorry.i miss you very much
Not same to you.it was a good thing we broke up since now I don't have to deal with a long distance relationship.
Oh what did you mean by I want to fight alone?
I said that cuz I don't want your help with my depression
But I wanna help
I need to stop relying on you ok.i can't keep my tail between my legs.i need to be a women and deal with my problems!
But your not relying on me
Yes I am!i go to you everytime I need something!
Merissa I want to help you.your a strong beautiful lady.
Oh and that brings up this!
?
Half the things you say are wrong!you don't know me like I do.bit even my parents know me well.
But I
No!just leave me alone about it damn it!
S-sorry then
Listen I have to deal with my own problems.its my Decision!also I'm not calling the suicide hotline!no matter how many times you tell me to by the way
But you need to
They won't help me!theyll make me go to a therapist and they make it worst!
No they don't
Yes!they do!there not gonna help me!im trying to let you not worry for me so fucking take it!
Merissa I love you with all my heart
Then why did you fall for Erin!how did you know she's lovey Dovey?!and we both know she's better then me so go to her and tell her your feelings and do whatever you do when you date someone!you don't love me!if you did your heart wouldn't have fallen for another!i fought against my friends telling them it happens!but I'm not doing it anymore!cuz we both know she's better for you!she prettier!smarter!and even more lovey Dovey then me!
M-merissa
No!
Plz
No damnit!
Merissa
Shut up!im tired of it your my EX and that's final!im not sure I even wanna be your friend!
Merissa I'm just worrying
I told you not to worry 50 times
But I
Joe I'm tired of it
B-but
I know you wanna date me again bur we are not a match.i have a girlfriend I love and that's final!imma date her and possibly Mary her one day and you can go fiddle piddle with Erin!aye aye!

*he never responded*
I may sound mean in this but I don't like people worrying about me.it annoys me and they just don't get it.