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I give you my friend sams story

Sam is the youngest of the friend grope.i love him like a brother.like my lil bro.even though he's taller than me.hes still my lil bro.sam is the guy I draw with blue tips at his hair and an x in his eyes.and I want to tell you why....why he hugs me,Daniel,joe,and Emily every time he sees us.ill let him have my phone to type.plz read carefully  and fully.this will possibly make you cry.sam is only 13.im going to become 14 before him.heres the story.

-Sam-
I was only 9 so I didn't know better.i would never tell my parents I loved them cuz I didn't back then.i hated them.only becuz they where always upset.my Mom always wanted to hug me just once.before she went to another state.i refused and left to my room.

I turned 10 and i was going to her state.i wont say the name.for i dont wish to.when we got there she spoke to me."Sam....won't chu give momma a hug"I looked at her with a glare."your not my momma"I told her and walked out of her trailer.she cried is what my father told me."why *sniff* does the like *sniff* me"is all I heard from the door.i walked to the car and sat in the seat looking out the window.

I became 11.it was my birthday.my father was talking on the phone.he began to cry.i looked at him with a confused look."a-Sam"he said as he stood up and walked to me."Momma is dead"my father said trying not to crack his voice as he put his hand on my shoulder."she's....dead...."he said again as he hanged his head down."wat happened?"I asked him.i wasn't crying.nor was I sad at that moment.dad looked at me and then gave me a letter.i saw him get it from the mail earlier.he only told me "it's a letter from Mom"and that's all.i opened it ripping it a lil.i noticed it had my name on the envelope.i saw the letter and began to read.

"Dear Sam,
I know you don't see me as a Mom since I was the one giving you discipline for your actions.and that I was never there to spend time with you.thats becuz I was working all I could.ur father helped with some of it.it will be given to you on my funeral day.i know you wanted me dead.you told me yourself.so I decided to over dose on drugs.and I'm going to.bur I wrote this to tell you....I love you with all my heart.you where my first priority.

I love you"
I let the letter drop to the floor.

We went to her funeral.she was dressed in the dress I said was my favriote out of them all.it was a long blue dress.it was tight but at the end it went fluffed out.the sleeves where only straps on the side of her arms.i read a letter next to her coffin."I want to wear the dress Sam loves.cuz I love it too.i hated it until I heard that Sam loved it."after reading this my eyes teared up.i looked to momma again."I'm sorry.....I'm sorry momma.....you are my mom.....your my mom"I began to cry as I put my hand on hers.i looked down to her emotionless face."your my momma.....that's a promise...."I put her hand to my chest as the tears fell down my cheeks."plz..*sniff*wake up momma*sniff*i...I luv u mom.....*sniff*i...*sob*"I couldn't finish as I hanged my head down and let go of her hand.

I was screaming when they where laying her body down into the ground."MOMMA!!!!WAKE UP MOMMA!!!PLZ!!!I NEED YOU MOMMA!!!DONT LEAVE ME!!"I screamed these words as my dad kept me from running towards it.i was having a melt down.i became 12.it was my birthday.and the day mom died.dad never liked me after that.he blamed it on me.he dranked all the time.i went to school with a bandage on my head.dad hit me with his bottle of alcohol.i then saw merrisa crying on the swings.one older kid was with her running circles on her back and a girl about her age talking to her.i walked over and she looked at me.i saw it in her eyes.

She felt worthless....

"Your name is?"I asked and luckily she answered."m-merrisa....why?"she said as her voice cracked a lil."I see it in your eyes.you feel worthless....a wast of space.....you hate ur family too.....u hate people....I can see the names they call you....like fat bitch and ugly trash....there wrong....I promise"I told her these words firmly and soothingly.her eyes sparkled from the sun.

To this day
Me and merissa always talk to eachother about problems.she came over one day and of course my dad was drinking.this pissed me off.he birthday passed only a week ago.to this day it's getting closer.my dad came into my room where me and her where."hello mr-"merissa was cut off by my dad "what a pretty lady Sam...she ur girlfriend?"I could tell in his voice what he would do to her if she was."no"I replied.me and her stood up and I gave a glare to my father.thats when he did it.he grabbed my best friend by the neck and smirked."sir let me go"merrisa stated so calmly.like she's been threw this all before."why?ur such a pretty lady~"my dad responded.merrisa only glared at him.i stood there not knowing what I should do.i was weaker than my dad.but will I was thinking I didn't realize merrisa had a pocket knife.

She reached into her back pocket and cut my dad's arm off her neck and pointed it at him."touch.me.again.i dare u"merrisa told my father with a deep dark tone.she was gonna stab his chest if he did.which he grabbed her arm.the one with the knife.merrisas eyes stayed dark.she then smiled creepily and kicked him where the sun doesn't shine.then she stabbed his leg so he couldn't walk.he layed on the floor cursing.merrisa turned to me with a warm smile."cops of death?"she asked."cops"I replied as she made a fake sad face."but killing him would be more funT~T"she made a pouty lip as she said this with a pouty voice.

I called the cops....
Dad was arrested.....
And me and merrisa been like siblings ever since....
I moved in with Daniel since he's a good friend of mine.i loved that he spiked his hair back.daniel would invite Emily,joe,and merrisa over all the time for a game night.either joe or merrisa would win.and now it leads to this day....

And darn right is it great

-me-
There y'all go...if ya cried plz say:3
I cried as he told me all this TwT
Now my head hurts...
But I hope u understand and if you got questions ask my friend sam here.hell answer anything:3
-sam-
Yep just ask don't be shy...*mumbles*like a certant someone I know
-me-
THAT WAS ONE TIME!!!!
-sam-
Yeah...one time *rolls eyes*
-me-
I should've murdered you back then😡
-sam-
>:3