"i care about you."
the words that made my heart beat a little faster. the words that i prayed you would say to me. the words i knew you always wanted to say, but didn't know how.
nevertheless, i start to doubt.
maybe he is just saying that...
maybe he just wants to make me feel better...
but you aren't just saying that.
you mean it.
you've shown me through the ways you always check to make sure i am okay. they way you drop everything in a moment to help me.
but you have also hurt me.
you have ignored me when i needed someone the most. you have let me down when i depended on you. you have broken my trust when i truly believed you never would. you have lied to me.
you have hurt me so many times, but for some sick reason...
i love you anyway.
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Poetrya collection of late night thoughts and early morning reveries
