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TW: mention of rape/drug abuse
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Sabrina: 1 week later
My vision was blurred, head pounding. I couldn't walk correctly. The walls were moving around. Everything was swirled, I felt euphoric, enjoying every second.
I've been taking molly for 2 months now. It was a daily plan, it was kind of like a pain killer. Molly helped me concentrate, she was my friend. Why am I referring a pill as a person? I have no idea, assuming because I was high.
I just wanted to be free. When I was sober, I wasn't free. I know it sounds like an addiction. Trust me, I was not addicted. I had every little thing under control. My life was way more organized.
Darren and I's relationship has been 10x better. Same with partying, I genuinely enjoyed parties.
Yeah, I haven't spoken to my bff in awhile. Who cares? August is honestly a party pooper. That black girl replaced me. Don't worry once she's tried of his goody two-shoes. She'll leave him alone, he's too optimistic.
No one will ever love me. Darren claimed his love for me. I don't see it in his eyes when he's sober. When he was high, he said it. Obviously his eyes showed it. You know because he was high.
I once could love, that wasn't too long ago. My first love was August. He doesn't know but I do. I had drugged him and you know the rest. Yes, it was fucked up. However no one found out. Plus all boys only want sex. He would've said yes if he was conscious.
I was dancing to no music. Everything seemed to crash down. Before I knew it, I was unconscious.
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This was a super gross/sad chapter! It was hard for me to write this. Tbh I didn't ever like Sabrina. :/
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Teen Fictionabout a black girl and her issues and a little about a white boy about depression and suicidal ideation about #blackgirlmagic not your stereotypical mental illness book and no this boy doesn't "save" her or makes her mental illness go away // trigge...
