i don't need your help //BWWM

shattered

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TW: drug abuse
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Sabrina's POV:

I hated every second of my miserable life. I was still unstable, I still wanted that molly. Since I couldn't get a hold of it, I only had cigarettes. Volunteer Jackie gave them to me if I gave her sexual favors. That money could've been used for junk food. But these cigs help me more than hot cheetos ever will. Plus Jackie was freaking hot.

I was sitting on the rehab's living room couch. Looking around the room, staring at the other crackheads. I heard footsteps coming close to me. It was Jackie, she grabbed my hand and put the cigs inside them. I grinned and looked around then walked outside. Jackie came outside with me, her dark locks bouncing with her walk.

Jackie had gorgeous clear pale skin and a volumptous body. Her black hair was long and healthy. It was like she was a real Instagram model. She handed me a pink lighter. I grinned and grabbed my cigarette. Then I lit it up, smoked a few puffs.

We walked around and admired the beautiful green trees. It was silent for a few moments but it wasn't awkward. "Can you sneak me out today? My friend is throwing some lame ass party" I asked with a half smile. She nodded her head and we shared a peck. She smirked while inhaling the smoke.

"It's time to go, we've been gone for too long." Jackie said while jogging back to the facility. I dropped my cig and stomped it on the grass. I ran right behind her, I was soon out of breath. Wow, drug abuse made my body tired.

I didn't regret choosing the cherry over Darren. Darren didn't love me and he was always "busy" He hasn't visited me once in rehab. Not even the hospital! It made me pissed. The only person who visited me was stupid August & Adisa.

I literally can't stand that ebony bitch. She's too pretty, too nice. And she's stealing August from me. All August talked about now was Adisa and school. I know Adisa & August are a thing. They just won't admit it. I'll break it before anything is official.

I was in my feelings while shivering. I finally made it back inside. I felt people staring at me. I know I wasn't imagining it. I quickly headed back into my assigned room. 2 white girls were throwing stuff off a bed. They stuffed whatever they were hiding under the mattress.

I rolled my eyes and glided my hands across the blue walls. The girls sniffled their noses, they probably smelled the cigarettes. I tilted my head and grinned at them. I walked over to my blue bed and fell on there. I was soon fast asleep.
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August: August's room:

It was a beautiful day, everything felt perfect. I don't know what had gotten into me. Was it just a vibe or all in my head? I got up from my bed, making up the black bedset. I looked around my room, searching for any misplaced items.

Nope, everything looked perfect. There was a polaroid laying on my rug. I picked it up and examined it. It was an old picture of Sabrina and I. It was when we were at the state fair. She was holding pink cotton candy in her tiny hands. My head was against her temples. We were both smiling with joy in our eyes.

God, I missed her. I missed having someone to vent to all the time. Sometimes bros aren't just enough. A girl is more understanding than your average boy. My eyes started watering up. A tear rushed down my face and I wiped it with my sleeve.

I decided to stop crying over nothing. Sabrina was coming back soon, I knew she would get better. It was so cold in my room, it felt like the North Pole. I went into my closet and found my outfit for the day. It was a black champion hoodie and black jeans.

I quickly put the outfit on. I then went to my bathroom and brushed my teeth. My teeth were pearly white, they were shining. I then washed my face, noticing a pimple. I sighed and dried my pale skin with a towel.

I looked into my ghostly blue eyes. My phone was ringing. I grabbed it and Samuel was calling. I answered the call and sat on my bathroom counter.

"Hey Samuel, how's it going?"

"Uh decent. I called to invite you to my party. 9 pm at my house, see you there bro."

"Um by-" He hung up on my me and I frowned at my screen.

Guess I was going to another boring ass party.
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