After being in a horrific car crash during the summer, you go back to school pretending nothing happened when you are taken to see the principal who has a life changing surprise for you.
⚠️ there's a cutting scene, there's a warning before it happens, if your easily triggered then skip⚠️
I'd refused to eat and talk to everyone. I'd lost everything, after she exposed me I lost 1 million followers on social media and I ended my music career, I temporarily disabled all my social media accounts. Honestly, I didn't know mother wanted me dead.
Everyone tried talking to me but I told them there was no point as I was done, forever. I think everyone had gone to bed so I grabbed some of my money and went to the shop to buy some 'monster' energy drinks, I quietly walked back into the house and up to my room. I started drinking the energy drinks when someone came into my room, Tessa.
Brianna: hey Tessa Tessa: hey, what are you doing? Brianna: i am drinking energy drinks Tessa: how many have you had so far? Brianna: three, i think, why?? She said nothing and left, I had a feeling that she was going to get Jake so I quickly grabbed my cigarettes and lighter and climbed out my bedroom window.
Tessa's P.O.V
I went to find Jake, when I did I told him everything. We went into Brianna's room and she was gone , we notice that she must've climbed out the window. We decided to go back to our rooms and wait until she came back.
10am.
I stayed at the park all night, smoking and drinking energy drinks, I knew it was 10 am so I decided to go back home, I was ready for a very pissed off Jake. Jake: WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN?! He yelled and I rolled my eyes at him. Brianna: at the park, what the fuck do you think?! Jake: you stayed at the park all night?!! He shouted at me. Brianna: YEAH, HAVE YOU GOT A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH THAT?! I yelled quite loud at him, Justin and Kade came over to us. Justin: guys calm down. Kade: yeah, just calm down. Brianna: calm down?! I'm sorry but do you think that I can calm down when Jake is having a go at me just for staying out the night?! I yelled, I quickly looked away and calm down.
Jake: all I want for you is to be okay and safe!! Brianna: ugh! YOU SOUND JUST LIKE MY MOTHER!!! I yelled I then froze. Did I seriously just say that?!! I tensed and my eyes started watering I ran upstairs and into my room and then into my bathroom and locked myself in there, crying. Brianna: did i seriously just say that?? i mumbled to myself.
I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror and shook my head. Brianna: Alissa's right, I am a weak little bastard, I do secretly cut myself, my family want me dead. I AM A SLUT AND EVERYBODY FUCKING HATES ME!!! I yelled, hopefully loud enough for everyone to hear me.
Jake's room.
Everyone's in Jake's room, they all heard what Brianna was yelling, everyone was so shocked Chad: her family wanted her dead?? Jake: she's only sixteen. Nathan: and she's not a slut at all Emilio: why is all this shit happening to her?!
⚠This part contains cutting⚠
I'm still in my bathroom, with a sharpener blade in my hand, i had tears streaming down my face and screamed as I placed a cut into my arm Anthony: she's screaming Jake, chance, and Anthony all rushed into Brianna room and tried opening her bathroom door. Jake: she's locked it.
I heard Jake say and I continued cutting myself. Brianna: this is for being a weak bastard. 2nd cut. Brianna: for being a slut 3rd cut. Brianna: who being who I am. 2 more cuts Brianna: lastly, for not being dead. I did the last cut and it was deep, I tried not to scream, I cried instead. Chad: Brianna, please open up the door Brianna: why should i? Kade: we can't let this happen to you! Brianna: why?! You all should hate me just like everyone else on this fucking planet! Chance: we don't hate you, we love you. Brianna: yeah sure...
Anthony: Brianna please, you're way too young to die. Brianna: i'm not young Jake: you are sixteen, that's young Brianna: it's nothing special, it's just a number!! Chad: it's your age, you mean so much to us, so juts please open up. Brianna: no, leave me alone, please... I shouted.
Back in Jake's room.
Erika: well? Jake: we tried everything we could. Chance: she wouldn't open the bathroom door. Nathan: I think I've got an idea.....
Still in my bathroom.
I heard the boys leave, so I unlocked my bathroom door and quickly cleaned up all the blood from my arm and put a bandage around my arm to cover the cuts. I then cleaned up the rest of the blood.
Putting tissues in the bin and I hid the blade that I used. I then came out of my bathroom after brushing my teeth and changed into clean clothes. (Down below⬇️)
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I got out my laptop and phone, putting them on my bed, I was laying on my stomach. Making new social media accounts. After doing that Nick had sent me a message.
Nick😎: can you come downstairs and get your medication please? me🤪: yeah whatever
I put my phone down, got up and left my room, whilst walking downstairs I was wiping my eyes so it wasn't obvious that I'd been crying and I had accidentally bumped into Ivan. Ivan: WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING!! He yelled at me, what was his problem??
Brianna: NO, YOU WATCH WHERE YOUR GOING!! I went over to Nick to get my medication, he gave me the bag with my medication inside, saying nothing. Brianna: cheers I said and went back up to my room and I took my medication.
I then went to see Anthony, Chance and the twins, they were all playing video games. Brianna: hey guys They all gave me looks and said nothing, going back to there video games. Everyone else was ignoring me and giving me dirty looks all day too. Brianna: why is everyone ignoring me?!! I shouted, I was confused as to why they were treating me like this.
Hey! We finally have a longer chapter 😂
I just wanna say that if u are uncomfortable or get easily triggered by the cutting scenes then please don't read them and if u wanna talk my DMs are always open 😁
Also I can get triggered or uncomfortable with those scenes too even tho I write them, so you are not alone 🤞
