Done with Life (Bughead Fanfiction)

Chapter 2

Betty's POV

(Time Skip to when they have just arrived at Fps trailer)

I helped Jug out of the car while he limped in to the trailer.

I took the bags and Juliet inside and started unpacking.

Juliet t-shirts, skirts, dresses, no pants though.

My mom thought that a little girl should dress like a little girl.

Then I went on to my clothes.

Stuffing them into the one free drawer I had.

I heard giggles coming from the living room.

I walked towards it carefully so that I wouldn't disturb their fun.

I stole a glance as I looked at them.

Father and daughter.

On Fp's old "carpet".

Juliet was sitting while Jughead was laying down.

He wasn't using games or anything special.

He wasn't using anything for that matter.

He was just making her giggle.

How?

How did he do that?

How did he make our daughter laugh so easily?

He only had met her a few weeks ago.

He never even said a proper sentence to her he just smiled for now.

Probably because he couldn't say anything except "Hi" and "Bye".

He would get better i knew it.

He was still on drugs that the doctors had prescribed for him.

My nails started digging into my scarred skin as I looked at the two most important people in my life.

What was I doing?

I was happy.

Happy to be with my family.

Happy that Jughead lived.

Happy that the two met.

Happy that Juliet had a father.

Happy that Jughead wasn't angry at me.

Happy about everything.

And still I did these things.

I did these things because I was guilty.

Guilty of keeping the deepest secret I have had kept from him in 5 months.

Something about me that he would be terrified of knowing.

What if he left me?

What if he left me because it would be to much?

To much for his weak heart handle.

To much for Juliet.

To much to live with.

"Betty", I heard him calling me.

He had spotted me looking at them from the bedroom.

"I'm going to Pop's", I said thinking about dinner.

He nodded as he opened his mouth and tried to say something.

But he knew he couldn't say it.

We both knew he couldn't.

But still he tried because that's what he was.

He would keep trying until he got it.

He would never give up.

I took the keys and left the house without saying a word before he could see me crying.

But I knew that this was all my fault.

I had left him here.

I was the one who had broken his heart.

And still he never blamed me.

But I still knew that this wouldn't have happened if I had told him.

But I didn't.

And now here he was partially moving.

Tears fell down my cheeks as I got into the car.

I looked at the trailer.

Spotting Jughead in his window staring at me.

I couldn't tell if he was crying or not.

He just looked at me with a sad face.

A face i recognised.

It was the same face as to when I found him dying in the bathtub.

A mixture of ant feeling you could ever feel.

I wiped the tears away.

Smiled.

And drove off.

I needed to go.

I couldn't let him see me like this.

Ever.

_______________________________________Heyyyyyy,

Since tomorrow is my exam and my mum decided to give me some free time I write this for you guys.

I'm still not revealing what the secret is but you probably won't be shocked.

But Jughead will be super shocked after he finds this out.

Anyway hope you liked this.

And thank you to all of you guys who comment.

I really appreciate it.

And you wouldn't believe how happy it makes me to see those comments.

Love,

Sofia