Done with Life (Bughead Fanfiction)

Chapter 1

Jughead's POV
I need it to stop.

I needed life to stop.

I needed the pain to stop.

And I needed the love of my life to love me back.

I looked down the cliff.

I looked out at Riverdale.

I looked at Pop's.

Memories started coming back.

Memories I loved and memories I hated so much I didn't want them to be real.

"I don't love you", Betty Cooper, the love of my life told me that drastic day in that booth.

I looked at her eyes starting to water.

"Betty, if it's me we can work this out and I can change", I stammered.

"No Jughead you're not getting my point. I don't love you anymore", and before I could object she stood up and left me in that lonely booth by myself as she strolled out of Pop's.

She seemed untouched by the whole situation.

Things got worse after that.

I became a serpent. I got piercings everywhere. But I never felt pain. Only pleasure. I started cutting myself. And every drop of blood that hit the floor only seemed like another tear. It seemed like nothing very mattered anymore.

I looked away from Pop's.

I walked away from the cliff.

I didn't want to do it. Or maybe I couldn't.

What a coward I was.

Why not just finish it all at that instant?

Maybe it was because of that little voice inside my head telling me not to do it. But that voice was slowly being drowned out by all the other voices inside my head, telling me to jump, telling me she was never going to come back.

I left going back to my father's empty trailer.

Giving life one last chance.
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