She looked up towards the ceiling in an effort to stop the tears from streaming down her face. "I..."
A quivering sigh escaped her throat, "As much as I want it to be over, I am terrified it actually is. I don't—he is been such a big part of my life and as much as he is hurt me he is still able to make me smile no matter what.
"I don't know what to do or how to feel... all I know is that at the end of the day I need to focus on me and me being alright in the long run..." She looked straight ahead as the tears feel, shaking her head slowly. Her voice cracked, "... but I really don't want to lose him."
- c.t.// Excerpt from a book I will never write (via iwontwrite)
YOU ARE READING
for him. ✔
RandomFor all the boys I've been called 'Him.' These are poems and quotes from my fave writer to represent my feelings. For you.
