I will always love you

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I will always love you. Even if you are a million miles away. When I see your name I light up. We were never official, but being able to talk you was enough to make me fall for you. I feel hard. Too hard. It kills me inside to know that you don't feel the same for me and never will because I can't tell you how I feel. It sucks when you're too nice and are afraid of what people might say to you and you try so hard to win but always lose. I would gladly trade all of my belongings just for you. It also hurts to know that you don't think of me when my thoughts of you are constant. I don't want to sound crazy so I keep mouth shut and I will never tell you how much you mean to me. I found something real that's out of touch. I wish that I could forget about you but I can't when I dream about you every night. You are my favorite dream and also my most painful dream.

- Excerpt from a book I will never write #199 // Jasmin C

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