Lose it

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I think I've finally lost it. Actually, I probably lost it a long time ago; I knew you could never want me, but for you to point blank tell me you want her. I lost it. I cried and screamed and shut everyone out. And over what? A stupid crush? Me thinking we could actually have something? Believing you when you told me that I'd find love with someone and me thinking it could be you? I lost it. And now I'm broken and hurting, and this is the one time I can't ask you to pick me back up.

- Excerpt from a book I will never write #1189

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