Why Don't We Date (boyxboy)

Chapter 17

Hey guys I'm back! No this is not a drill I am actually writing again! I took a break to get settled in university but now I'm back at it again. Enjoy!

Daniel
"I swear you're the worst boyfriend I've ever had! Wtf is wrong with you! We've been together for so long and you won't have sex with me and I don't know what the problem is. Is it that you're afraid is that it? Babe I love you I'll make it good I promise.You're still saying no! That's it, I'm leaving. You're frigid and prude. If you're ever going to have sex I guarantee the guy is going to be thinking about the other guy he fucks behind your back. Goodbye Daniel and good riddance.

Daniel shot up out of bed breathing heavily and sweating profusely. He covered his face with hands willing himself not to cry. It had been a week since Logan shattered him and he was no closer to putting himself back together. In fact it seemed as though everyday that passed took another piece of him with it. If all of that hadn't been enough, he had been dreaming about Kieran all week. He didn't know what it meant but all his dreams were centered around all the times Kieran had hurt him throughout their relationship. The dream he had just had was the worst though. On that day he had genuinely thought he'd lost himself. He was so wrong wasn't he?  Through these dreams he realised that the pain he felt then was nothing compared to the pain he was feeling now- Logan annihilated him. He had been trying not to think about Logan but it's been really hard. With Jake being in the news so much lately, pictures and videos about Logan are bound to be circulating more. Everytime he saw a picture or heard his stupid voice he felt like dying. On the upside, Derek had been unusually nice. He's always asking if Daniel's alright or getting him his favorite foods. If Daniel's not mistaken he has been touching him more often than not too. It's been incredibly weird and even the boys have noticed if he's interpreted their confused looks whenever Derek did any of those things.

The knock on his door had him getting up out of bed. He winced at the cold air and hurried over to open the door. Derek's broad smile greeted him as he opened his the door.

"Daniel! How did you sleep?", he cheerfully asked.

"Uhmm.... It was ok... I guess. Can I help you... with something?

" No I just wanted to check that you're ok. It's very important to me that you're ok. "

" Alright.... thanks... . I think"

Daniel thought Derek would have left but instead he walked further into the room and took a seat on his bed.

"Was there something else?", he asked, confused.

"Did I ever tell you that you're my favourite out of the band."

Whoa! It was safe to say Daniel had no idea how to respond to this neither did he know why Derek was saying it in the first place.

"Okay?"

"And you know I want to take care of those I like", Derek continued creepily.

"Okay?", Daniel repeated backing away from Derek though he wasn't sure why. Derek got up then and walked towards him until Daniel had backed up into the wall. What was it with guys and backing him into walls!

"Derek...wha-"

"Aye Daniel you up yet?"

At Corbyn's voice Derek sprung quickly away from him. He immediately walked out of the room without sparing him or Corbyn a glance. Daniel then slumped back onto the wall with relief.

"What did he want?", Corbyn asked.

"I don't know but it was weird, he backed me into the wall and I had no idea of he was gonna fight me or fuck me."

"Eww don't talk about fucking Derek that's just gross. And you need to be more careful around him. In fact stop being alone with him ok!"

Daniel nodded at Corbyn as he walked over and Sat in his bed.

"Speaking of fucking, how's Logan?"

That's another thing, he hadn't told the guys what happened between them and he didn't want to.

"Uhmm he's good, he's alright..everything is just fine."

"You're a horrible liar and you know you are so why bother trying. Again, how's Logan?"

"Dammit, we broke up!"

"What! why?"

"I don't want to talk about it ok! Please don't make me talk about it."

"Ok then you should know I heard Derek talking on the phone with him last night. He was yelling at him but it sounded like he told Logan to come over here this evening. Seems like we're going to be watching the final edit of the music video."

"Fuck Corbyn, I can't see him! I don't want to see him!"

Daniel could feel a panic attack coming on. No way would he be able to face Logan. Corbyn rushed over and pulled Daniel into his arms.

"Daniel calm down! I don't know what happened between you guys but I'm going to be there. I'm going to be there for you, I've got you so you're going to be fine."

As Daniel pushed his face into Corbyn's chest he wasn't sure Corbyn being there for him was going to be enough.

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He paced his room angrily. He was so close to his boy and of course somebody had to come in and ruin it! His hands itched as he thought about how close he came to touching him. He stopped and glared down at his stupid hands, I'd only they hadn't been so slow. He wasn't going to do slow again. He tried slow with his last boy and look what that get him. He had to run because they were threatening him with prison! Treating him like a criminal because he wanted to love someone. The fact that he was 15 shouldn't have mattered. No he wasn't going slow with this one. He already belonged to him, he just didn't know it yet.

LOGAN
It was safe to say that Logan had had the worst week of his life. Brendan still wasn't talking to him so he had to be vlogging for himself. It was damn hard to vlog while being  in pain. He couldn't bring himself to fire Brendan though but he didn't want to admit that it's because he's scared Brendan may have been right. That he Logan Paul had thrown away the best thing to ever happen to him. Again, worst week of his existence. He was just going through the the motions frankly, wake up, vlog, eat, sleep and repeat. His subscribers had noticed too as most of the comments under his vlogs were people asking him of he was ok. He wasn't ok.

The phone call he just got from Derek made things worst too. He thought he'd have more time before he would have to see Daniel again but no, he had to go to the house this evening to watch the final cut of the music video. He wished again for the hundredth time that he didn't have to go. Atleast be had a couple hours to psych himself up for it.

This was going to fucking hurt.