Kill This Venom From My Heart

Finding Hopes

Have you ever woken up and known your day was gonna be eventful?That's how I feel right now. I Feel a lot stronger today, something I haven't felt in years. It's confusing. Why do I suddenly feel so great after the years of pure agony that have been spent. I mean,i've gotten used to the loneliness and the sadness, but Its so tiring. I miss the feeling of being happy and I'm glad to have it back.

I pull on some clothing, just some sort of pants and an old band shirt. I guess you could say its my normal Attire. I soon left the house with mikey in tow, walking up to the bus stop to wait for the bus. Im in high school still, which should be confusing because I'm pretty old for a vampire, though I am stuck at 18.

I still think of her. She should be about 17 now. I miss her still as days pass on. I can sometimes see visions of her in my dreams. Visions of what I could imagine her like, though I never see her full face. Only her Sparkly blue eyes. How could anyone forget those blue eyes with the gold intertwining into the center, around the pupil. They could never erase from my mind. Never.

The bus creaked as it pulled up next to us, squeaking as the doors flew open. I step up the steps, the bus moaning from added weight. I sit in the back of the soon to be filled bus, sitting across from my dusty haired brother. He has already gotten comfortable, propping his knees up and slouching his back with some sort of comic in his hands. He is still a teen, he will most likely never grow up.

Soon frank was on the bus, setting himself beside me, then it was Ray, sitting with Mikey and continuing to pester him, distracting him from the inked papers that lay in his grasp. Frank just keep earbuds in, digging through the punk rock bands in his phone. I enjoy observing people, watching their movements, the emotions that they show through signals. It's intriguing to know how humans work. They all fear us, not knowing what to really expect from us, But they have kind of found this system where they watch out for us and Bert. God I hate him. He is sadistic just like his no good father, the one I have almost put into the ground in anger. He still hates me for letting her go. I soon found out he only wanted to kill her from the power she may have when she is 18. He didn't want to be overthrown by her. The little Wimp.

Soon the bus stopped at a new stop, letting in the terrible creation of Damian. Bert McCracken.

The long haired boy looks over to me with the same smirk he always wears, thoroughly pissing me off. My hateful glare glows towards him and stays that way as he continues to taunt me. I can slowly feel the red grow in my eyes, but Frank pulls me out of it before it goes too far.

"Hey dude, lets not start this shit again. You know that's the only thing he wants because he knows you can't do anything about it. He pisses me off just as much. Just ignore him." He speaks in a whisper so no one else hears.

"Alright Frank. You're right." I sigh in agreement, annoyed at the fact that he's right. He's much smarter than he lets people think he is. I wish he let more people know that. Most think he's just an extremely attractive guy who acts like a pot head all the time. Truth is that he has a power that can make any person lust over him. It's kind of amazing to watch.

The bus soon arrives at the school, almost late, as usual. I sigh, standing up and walking off the bus. Ray and mikey rush off to the band rooms to tune their guitars before class, Mikey sticks with me as he usually does. I notice we have about five minutes before class so I start quickening my pace to reach my locker. Mikey stays beside me, his locker happens to be below mine. As I reach my locker, I happen to hear a voice boom from down the hall.

"Move Human!" Its obviously Bert, the little bitch. He continues to rat out whatever human got in his way. I barely hear a soft voice reply to his angered voice. The voice sounds terribly afraid. Poor Kid. He soon walks away from her when the bell rings, passing me with that stupid look on his face again. The one that says he has power over me. I just roll my eyes, muttering a lets go Mikey. He closes his locker, it clicking into place. I turn to walk towards class, but run into someone, them falling to the ground. I look down at the girl, noticing a peculiar sight.

Her eyes were so close to the tone Of Phoenix's. Like amazingly exact. It can't be her, can it? Have I found the one I would never forget? My starcrossed love? The one who never met me? The one who was meant to be my mate. She now had this deep black hair with bright purple streaks at random. She was pale, probably as pale as I am, Which makes sense from her being half vampire. I wonder If she knows shes half vampire

Oh god. That means that Damian is near her too. Damian never lets go of grudges. That dick may hurt her. I need to find them as soon as possible. I need to keep her safe.

I was tempted to help her up, But Mikey just brought my attention to the fact that we are late to class and she looked like she was terrified of me, Which kind of disappoints me. But I can't let it hurt me, Its a ridiculous reason. I would be afraid of vampires too if My first impression of them were Bert.

I soon made it to class, hearing Mikey pass me to go to his one class across the hall. I sit in my normal seat in the back, Still giddy from seeing her again. She was so stunning, So beautiful as I knew she would be. I start daydreaming, a wide smile glued to my face as I Ignore the surrounding students file in.

". . .Gerard Raise your hand." The teacher says, looking straight at me. At first I was annoyed for her distracting me, but then I realize Why she did. Phoenix is in this class. I raise my hand lazily, waving slightly. She walks Up nervously, looks like there is a war waging within her head. She silently sits next to me, pulling out a purple notebook to work in. I stare at her, not really paying attention to the lecture going on in the front of the class.

She seems to catch me staring, looking shocked.

"Er...H-Hi" she says softly. I softly laugh.

"Hi. I'm Gerard. Sorry about in the hall" I say smirking an award winning smile. It's not hard to, it comes naturally with what I am. That's how I know I'm better looking than most humans. (I did say most)

"I'm Phoenix." She mutters, looking at me with a timid look upon her face. I know it was her.

"Well, Phoenix, If you ever need any help with anything, don't be afraid to ask me. I won't bite" I slowly see her loosen up, seeming less scared. I guess she may be starting to trust me already? I don't know, but I really hope she will trust me.

We soon were chatting, it was slightly awkward still from her being new and knowing nothing about each other. But once class was over, we had thoroughly chatted, learning random things and getting to know eachother. Its amazing how much we are alike.

I don't think this day could go downhill.

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@Thanksforthecoffee