In The Presence Of Me

Unconscious

Others​ ​weaknesses​ ​but​ ​my​ ​drugs

Feeling​ ​nothing 

Not​ ​breathing 

 Seeing​ ​black 

 And​ ​no​ ​hearing​ ​others​ ​opinions 

 Leave​ ​me​ ​be 

 Let​ ​me​ ​deteriorate​ ​into​ ​darkness 

 And​ ​cry​ 

​I​ ​will Let​ ​me​ ​sink​ ​to​ ​the​ ​bottom​ ​of​ ​your​ ​heart 

 And​ ​i'll ​fly​ ​I​ ​will 

Don't​ ​try​ ​to​ ​stop​ ​me 

I​ ​want​ ​this 

To​ ​see​ ​all​ ​the​ ​fizzy​ ​coloured​ ​spots 

And​ ​to​ ​know​ ​that​ ​my​ ​blood​ ​clots 

The​ ​heart​ ​rate​ ​monitors​ ​my​ ​life 

But​ ​does​ ​this​ ​mean​ ​it's​ ​nice 

To​ ​know​ ​that​ ​I'm​ ​not​ ​human. 

Sitting​ ​upright,​ ​thinking​ ​I​ ​could​ ​pull​ ​the​ ​cord 

And​ ​end​ ​this​ ​darkness 

But​ ​religion​ ​saves​ ​me 

 God​ ​saves​ ​me 

 And​ ​I​ ​think​ ​life​ ​hurts

So​ ​I​ ​feel​ ​it​ ​for​ ​others-

So​ ​that​ ​I​ ​smother