I just feel depressed for no reason at all. I'm trying to write and I can't. I don't have the fucking motivation and I doubt I'll even have the motivation to do anything for this chapter. I'm just so fcking frustrated with everything and myself and I just want to cry myself to death.
I don't know. I'm trying to write Cockslut because I know people like that and I just need to write and I'm trying to write Folie á Deux but my writingg as absolute shit and I can't even fuckinfg form coherent sentences without just giving up and I can't do this anymore
I just wanna die. Please.
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I've had this stuck in my head and it just sounds so raw and sad and melancholy and I just love it so much. The chorus makes me want to cry and the screaming and everything I'm
