I need to rant because I'm tired and depressed and I shouldn't have gone off my pills but I did and everything is just crashing down on me and i can't stop thinking and I'm just crying so hard I just. Everything is too much and nothing is organized and I'm going crazy
1) I'm fat. I want to start starving again but I can't bring myself to do it I weigh 160. People say they have it worse. That doesn't help.
2) my stepbrother really did traumatize me. I can't figure out what's wrong with incest. I miss him. I've told too many people about it.
3) drama on tumblr
4) people yelling st me for writing incest even though it doesn't even matter in the long run
5) the tumblr lgbt community being extremely rude to cishets to the point that I'm ashamed to be Agender
6) I haven't taken my pills in two days
7) I can't talk to people without freaking out
8) I need to get the icons done
9) I'm ashamed to be in the bandom on tumblr
10) people deciding that people of different races are better than whites even though pretty much everything is color blind like that for me
11) people think I'm disgusting. I am disgusting.
12) I can't draw or write. It frustrates me
13) LGBTQIIAA (there are two A's. One for Agender/aro/ace, one for ally) allies apparently don't matter to people in the gay community
14) I want another piercing. I don't want to fuck up my body a ton at the same time
15) I'm afraid snitches doesn't care about me. She hasn't texted me in a while. What if I'm annoying her?
16) what if me being Agender is just a phase
