I picked up his lifeless body and ran to the nearest hospital I could find.
"PLEASE SAVE HIM!!" I yelled at the nurses and doctors."Sir, please step outside." The nurse told me.
I stayed outside, waiting for an answer about Jungkook's condition. I waited for about 5 straight hours, staring blankly at the wall, still waiting for news. Just then the doctor came out of the room. I quickly stood up and threw him tons of questions. "How is he? Is his condition good? Is he fine? What will happen to him? He's not going to die, right?"
"Don't worry. He is fine but... He lost part of his memory. We're not sure when he will get his memories back but we'll test him once he wakes up." The doctor told me.
When he left, I entered Jungkook's room quietly and sat on the edge of his bed. I stroke his hair softly. "Jungkook-ah... Hyung is really sorry about everything." A little smile formed but I was also sad about saying it. "If hyung leaves, I'm sure you'll live happily, am I right?" Just as I felt tears forming in my eyes, I wiped them away quickly.
"Jungkook... Just know that if I leave you, I want the best for you... If I continue staying, you'll be unhappy." I sniffled and walked out the door. Just as I was about to walk out the door, I wanted to look back but instead of looking back, I opened the door and left because I knew that if I did look back, looking at him, I would never want to leave. I rather leave with guilt then staying with him and create hardships on him.
By doing this, I think it's for the best. The best for you, my dear little brother ...
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Fiksi Penggemar"The day I want to run to that place, where my heart wills" - Jungkook "Don't come closer, you'll become unhappy" - Yoongi "I lied because there is no reason to love someone like me" - Jimin "I can only watch you from afar, because the time hasn't c...