We got along pretty well. (Again... Since Jungkook's actress stays anonymous, I'll give her a name. Eun Byul) EunByul stayed with me all the time. She took care of me even with her sick body and health.
I was just listening to music while doodling in my notebook. I don't know why but Eunbyul took out one of my earplugs. I looked at her and saw that she wanted me to see the performer.
We walked to the performer, listening to her perform. Her voice caught my attention but what caught my attention more was the lighter with the words 'Y.K.' written on it. It reminded me of how Hyung and I would make fun of one another, making up a ship name for fun.
-TIME PASSED-
Today I'll confess my feelings to Eunbyul. After all of that, that we've been through, I couldn't stand it but always look at her. I found that my feelings... I like her.
While walking through the halls with a bouquet of flowers in my hand, I felt uneasy for some reason. I didn't know why but something was scaring me.
Once I got there, I didn't hear a sound. I didn't hear her humming. I didn't hear her talking. I didn't hear her making any movement. I looked at the empty bed, with flowers in my hand.
Not for long, the nurse came in. Although I didn't ask her, she told me anyways. "Are you looking for the patient? She's left this morning."
By leaving, she meant that Eunbyul died. I looked at the bouquet that were in my hands. Looking at the bed I sighed.
So is this the reason why I was scared... Was I scared that you were going to leave me forever?
All I could do was think silently to myself. I couldn't cry. Tears weren't coming out. My eyes were dry.
But I'm sorry... To take this difficult path with you... Hyung ...
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Fanfiction"The day I want to run to that place, where my heart wills" - Jungkook "Don't come closer, you'll become unhappy" - Yoongi "I lied because there is no reason to love someone like me" - Jimin "I can only watch you from afar, because the time hasn't c...
