"Go away!" I told her many times.
As much as I don't want her to leave, being with her makes me think of Jungkook too much.
"What's wrong with you?" She held onto my arm, looking at me with worried eyes.
"Leave..." I flicked her hands away from my arm and left.
"YAH MIN YOONGI...!" She yelled my name but I didn't dare to look back.
-Flashback-
"Seriously... Stop smoking." She took away my lighter.
"Jeonyeong... You're seriously going to make me crazy." I told her.
She gave me a confused look. "Why is that?"
"Didn't I tell you? You really remind me of my little brother."
She nodded her head. "OHH!! JUNGKOOK!"
"Don't say his name."
She put her hand over her mouth and giggled softly. "Sorry." She apologized.
-Present time-
"...I don't need her.." I repeated over and over again but without her I felt empty, just like how I felt when I left Jungkook that day.
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I looked at the world on top of the rooftop. "Jungkookie... You were right. The world is a cruel place." I sighed.
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I stayed at a motel. It wasn't new, it was pretty much old now. I stood on the bed, pouring gasoline everywhere and threw a lighter on the ground, making the fire spread all around me.
"Hyung" I heard Jungkook's voice playing inside my head. "Hyung... I Need You." His soft voice whispered inside my head.
"...Jungkook-ah... Hyung is sorry. Hyung is sorry that he didn't give you the best life." I felt like I was talking to myself.
As much as Hyung wants to stay with you, I'm sorry for leaving. As in leaving... I meant forever. And forever will mean that I will never be able to see you.
Our life... Why did we take this path? There was many paths we could've take so why this one out of all of them. How about... In the next life, I'll change everything and make it the best life you could ever live? Hyung... Is stupid, a selfish fool, not a good older brother for you. And Hyung regrets everything.
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Fanfiction"The day I want to run to that place, where my heart wills" - Jungkook "Don't come closer, you'll become unhappy" - Yoongi "I lied because there is no reason to love someone like me" - Jimin "I can only watch you from afar, because the time hasn't c...
