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JIMIN and HOSEOK pt.3

JIMIN POV

Lets just say that I wished to dance with you. Only you...

You're like the only person who I could be with. Whenever I'm with you, it feels as if I were in a dream.

Seeing a person like me isn't so called love easily but with you, you make me feel like someone special. You make me feel alive.

I would practice the dance every night, just to be able to dance with you one day but dancing with you, was just me dreaming for it to happen. 

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Jimin... He was a foolish kid who would do anything to become better but once he reaches his limits, everything falls apart. He will fall to the ground with no regrets.

Just as he was practicing too hard, he fell down, hitting his arms into a nail. He tried standing up, but he couldn't. All he could do was lay down without hope in his hands.

"Hyung... This is all for you..." He whispered softly. "Thank you." He laid on the cold floor, waiting for a miracle to happen but it never did.

HOSEOK POV

I've always wanted to dance with you for reals. You thought I was? No... It was just in my dreams. I only had my eyes on you ever since you came into my life.

I never knew what could happen to us through this path... I mean, it didn't mean much. Well, not yet...

I watched her practice. I watch her every move as she was dancing. Whenever she dances, I have chills down my spine because of how graceful she carries herself when she dances.
Like a swan, like a ballerina, like herself... It's like she's telling a story with her movements.

Just as soon as I knew it, she fell down. I didn't know why she fell but my heart was pounding fast. I picked her helpless body up and carried her, running in the rain to the nearest hospital as fast as I can.

"Hold on there Jimin... I'll save you. Don't worry... Hyung got you." I continued running to the hospital.

But... Just as soon after I crossed the streets, her head fell on my shoulder and her breath stopped blowing on my neck.

"Ryujin-ah..." I called her name but she wasn't responding back to my call. "...Ryujin..."

I dropped to the ground, along with her. I held her in my arms and cried softly. Probably no one would see my tears in the rain but you would. You would see how much you meant to me. You weren't just a person. You were someone special to me. And to this day... I lost you.

"JIMIN-AH!!" I sobbed, calling your name multiple times for you to come back but it's life. Once they're gone, they're gone, they can never reappear alive again unless a miracle happens but my hopes are already destroyed, seeing you leave my side.

I regret for not being a better person for you. Although you never saw the special side of you... I did. Although you never loved yourself... I've had.

I saw you as someone special. I loved you for who you are. I wanted to make you feel special. But making you feel special... My plan failed.
But I just want you to know that I love you for who you are and you are special to me. Even if now one cares, I will.