Camren (P.S I love you)

Earned It

**Trigger warning, if you are sensitive about self-harm then please don't read near the end of this chapter, or don't read at all. I don't go into detail about any of it just please proceed with caution**

Camila's pov

Camila knows that Lauren should have met her parents weeks ago, especially since they've been dating for almost three months now, which is why when her parents tell her that they have Friday off she immediately jumps at the chance to have Lauren over. To say the least her parents are a little disappointed that they can't have the evening to themselves, but as soon as they hear the girl tell them that it's important to have the older Cuban over, they agree. Camila decides that she should probably let Lauren know of the dinner because if not then the girl may actually hurt her for not giving her enough warning time in advance.

Camila dials Lauren's number and puts the girl on speaker so that she can pick her clothes out for the school day.

"Hey Camzi, what's up baby?" Lauren asks.

"Hey babe, I just wanted to let you know that my parents have Friday off and they invited you over, I was kinda hoping that we could tell them then?" Camila asks.

"Did they invite me, or did you force them to have me over because if it's the latter then I don't want to intrude on anything." Lauren says.

"They may have needed an extra push to get them to agree but once they heard that it was important, especially cause I'm bringing you, they agreed." Camila says truthfully.

"Alright baby, as long as I'm not intruding I'd love to come over. By the way, do you need a ride to school?" Lauren asks.

"Duh, until I can get my g2 I'm gonna need a ride, and that isn't until a while from now." Camila says.

"Okay, well since school starts in 45 minutes, I'll be there in 30 mins." Lauren says to which Camila agrees and abruptly hangs up the phone. It only takes 5 minutes to get to the school from Camila's house but the girls love getting there early so that they have time to talk with friends.

The younger Cuban picks out ripped jeans, with a red and white flannel to match. She looks in the mirror and the only thought that crosses her mind is, "I look so gay, it suits me."

She then goes to her mirror, which conveniently has her makeup bag awaiting her. She applies light makeup, some mascara, then checks herself out for a little cause she wants to look good for Lauren.

The older girl has been hinting to Camila that she's ready, especially when they are just watching a movie and she inches her hand downward from Camila's hand to her crotch. You can't even ask the younger girl how much self control she's needed to not attack Lauren, but she knows that she wants their first time to be special. As in, Camila goes out to get rose petals and lays them all over her room, with candles lighting up the way to the bed, or bathroom, whatever Lauren's into. Obviously the candles would have to be at a safe distance away from both girls because 1) Camila's very clumsy, and 2) Lauren would probably yell at the younger girl if she didn't because she's knows how much of a klutz she is.

Yea, Camila's not thought about it, at all, she's not obsessed with Lauren, or at least that's what she likes telling herself. Truth is that Camila's been finding herself more sexually attracted to Lauren everyday, of course she was before, but now it's a new level of attraction, one that almost gets her off by just thinking of Lauren in that way. Yea, Camila really needs to clear her head before she even attempts to walk because her pants are as tight as can be, plus she really likes these jeans. And look, Camila still hasn't given into the pleasurable temptation, not to say that she hasn't gotten really close, but she's just never seen the plus side of jerking off. She read somewhere one time that apparently jerking off/masturbating actually ruins what you feel during sex. Now you can imagine 13 year old Camila wondering what sex was, it wasn't a good mix, and when she told her mom what she had found out Sinu just stared at her for about 5 minutes before she sent teenager up to her room. Later on Camila found out why Sinu had done that, she'd been confused for a little, then Sinu told her that she better not mess around with any girls too early.