Camren (P.S I love you)

What should I call you?

Camila's pov

"Mine" Camila could feel herself breathlessly say.

"God yes, more."

That's when Camila could feel herself wake up. Out of breath, with what felt like sweat in every crevice of her body. The first thing she noticed was the big bulge in her underwear, and the horrid smell coming from her. It was radiating off of her like the suns rays, at least at 6 in the morning that's what it felt like.

Of course to not smell like shit anymore she has to walk to the bathroom door. She has to walk in general which doesn't excite her one bit. To make it even better it seems like her door is miles away. See whenever Camila wakes up quickly she tends to start being delusional. It's scary. One time her and Dinah had a sleepover and Camila had a nightmare which caused her to wake up too quick for her liking. Dinah didn't notice, and Camila ended up breaking 3 vases because she thought they were men coming to kill her. Camila couldn't blame herself, in her defence the bases were quite big, and she was under the influence of her mind.

All it takes for Camila to move her big Cuban ass from her oh so comfortable bed, is the thought of Lauren potentially smelling her like this. Well that and the fact that she had already woken up ten minutes late, which could have been used to shower. If you were watching Camila from her door, you wouldn't be able to tell the difference between her and a speed runner, seriously Camila thinks that she almost cut her balls off from the scissors that were randomly sitting on her dresser. It's like Jesus wants her to die at such a young age, poor Camila was super clumsy ever since she could remember. She's pretty sure that she almost rolled out of her moms hands after she gave birth to Camila, poor Sinu thought she was going to die giving birth to Camila, she would've been damned to let the life that had just popped out of her literally fall right out of her hands.

As Camila finally finishes the hike to her bathroom, she realizes that she left her phone and speaker on her nightstand, and there wasn't anyway Camila was showering without music. It calmed her, made her feel at home with herself and her body. See she was born with male genitalia, meaning she had a penis, meaning that one night at a stupid party let everyone know who she really was. That was why she was so popular after all, she had gotten drunk and started to strip, because of course that's what normal people do when their drunk. All said and done, once everyone saw the extra package she was carrying, well it wasn't pretty. Long story short, Camila ended up having a dick drawn on her dick, which was really weird, considering the fact that she thought most people would be totally freaked out by it.

Her parents told her that she was different from all of the other girls when she was 8. She had met Dinah a couple months before, and they had been swimming in Dinah's huge pool, everything was fun, but when Camila saw Dinah in a blue one-piece instead of swimming trunks, Camila had questions that needed answering. Especially after she heard that Dinah had to walk inside to go pee. She thought that was crazy, Camila could go pee outside so why couldn't she? Camila eventually convinced Dinah to go pee outside, but right when she started to take her clothing off Dinah's mom had raced out of their back door to Dinah. All Camila heard was, "she can't pee out here because she has different parts than you." That's all it took for Camila to run all of the three blocks back home to ask why Dinah's mom had said that, but not before Sinu beat her ass for not calling her, and walking home alone. Alejandro and Sinu explained all of the different parts of a female, of course with the help of Sinu's trusty phone, and then explained all of the male parts to Camila. Telling her that she had the male genitalia, but the female breasts and whatnot.

Camila understood, she always had, she was a smart kid, always paying attention in class and bringing home a gold star almost every day for achieving something academically or physically great. She was a star, in her parents eyes and many other parents and fellow classmates eyes.