Dancing On My Own -DISCONTINUED-

13

-Taehyung Pov-

I tap my foot on the floor waiting for the doctor to come out at any moment. Looking at the time it was already 8:00 at night and none of the nurses have came out of that room... Not even a sign...

The door finally opens and I immediately stand up to see and talk to him and spill out all my un-answered questions filled with worry...

"Doc how is he, is he alright, does he have any injuries, when can he get o-"

"Slow down there buddy.... My name is Chanyeol, I believe we haven't met but I am also you uncles doctor that goes for check-ups... So then you must be Taehyung?" He looks at me.

"Yeah that would be me.... So doc is my uncle ok?"

"Your uncle... He's fine, it's just that he has been working himself to hard which caused him to have this reaction but don't worry he is in good hands. I actually suggest you to let him stay here because he still has to recover and the situation he is in... I don't think it's a good idea for him to do anything yet but rest" He informs me.

"What situation?"

"Don't worry about it.. Matter of fact you should leave the worrying to us... You must want to see him now, right?" I nod and he leads the way to uncle ji's room. As soon as he opens the door I thank him and go inside while he goes some where else in a different room.

There he is... He has tubes that were in his nose and a gas mask over his mouth... I slowly grab his hand feeling guilt weigh me down.

"I'm so sorry Uncle Ji... I should've stayed at home with you" I hang my head low, until I feel a tight squeeze on my hand.

"P-pabo.." I shoot my head up, he is finally awake. He slowly reaches for the mask and pulls it off him "You should never blame yourself for this Tae, it's just the way of life and you can't stop that... You didn't know this was gonna happen, did you?" I shake my head I response.

"Then you shouldn't feel guilty... After all I am the stubborn one who decided to over work myself..." He gives me his signature warm smile.

"What were you doing in the first place?"

"I was cleaning and cooking at the same time" He says

"Aish, Uncle Ji you shouldn't be doing that... I promised to do all the cleaning in the house remember?"

"Yah! Don't use that tone of voice on me, I may look sick but i doesn't mean I am weak" He uses the same tone I had while looking at me with his teeth clenched and eyes wide. We both start laughing... We then stated to talk about stuff which then led on to me talking about my day with Hoseok.

"He doesn't smile that much but when I saw him smile today... Wah! Uncle you should have saw him he looked so-"

"Handsome, Charming, Cute, Like he is the only one you feel safe with"

"Yeah...I mean NO... We are just friends..." I sit up straight while I hear him softly giggle while shaking his head.

"Oh my sweet nephew when are you gonna stop denying it... It's pretty damn obvious"

"I'm not denying it... Nothing is obvious..."

"Whatever you say..." He snuggles into his pillow and closes his eyes. Am I really denying it? I bite my lip and look back at uncle Ji.

"Ji"

"Hmmm?" He still has his eyes closed

"When was the first time you felt like that?"

"Felt what?" He looked at me puzzled.

"You know having someone you feel safe with?" I rub my fingers together.

"When I was with him" He smiles sadly and looks up at the ceiling. Then looks back at me... I smile back at him, but then felt him hit the back of my head. I lean back on the chair and rub the back of my head hissing at the pain.

"Ow what was that for?"

"Well that was for not calling me Uncle" he the reached for head and gently rubbed causing me to relax "And this is a way of saying thank you for saving me"

"No problem Uncle Ji" I emphasise uncle.

"You should go home now Tae, it's late already..."

"Nuh-uh the doctor said I can stay here over night whenever I feel like it"

"Fine, just make sure you don't snore, your pretty loud"

"Me?! You should hear yourself"

"Excuse me... I don't snore!" Right after he said that the nurse comes in and tells us both too be quiet... We both look at her apologetically and say sorry. I make myself comfortable on the couch and drape over my jacket.

"Good night uncle Ji"

"Good night Tae"

-Hoseok Pov-

I sit near my father as I just stare at him...

"How long are you gonna stay like this?" I ask him, acknowledging that he isn't gonna hear me but I don't care...

"If you loved him so much then why did you stay with mum and not him?"

"Do you even care about me.... About us?" I stare at him teary eyed.

"I don't know why I even came here in the first place... I don't know why I even decided to still stay with you instead of running away. I just don't know anymore, I don't know if I love you or hate you anymore..."

"Either way... Can you please wake up? Because- " I reach to grab his hand but drop it next to him "You're all I have" I start to silently cry, letting my tears touch the floor not bothering to wipe them away. This reminded to much of mum, when she died... I was 15 at that time. I gotta admit I was a delinquent at that time and did nothing good, probably the reason why dad doesn't care about me...

I shakes off the bad memories and stand ready to leave without saying goodbye or giving a second glance...

A/n:

Sup guys! There is no Jikook moments today but there will be soon....
Anyways as always Jikook is life and till next time bye bye - JamsKookieSuga ❤️